Fallen- Castiel Fanfiction

61- The Empty

Castiel's POV

"Hello? Hello! Hello? Hello!"

I paced around the darkness, and could feel I was being followed.

"I know you're there"

"Hello," i turned around to see an exact copy of me.

"What are you?"

"Oh Im just your friendly neighborhood cosmic entity"

"Why do you look like me?"

"Oh, yes. Well, I show up in my real form and you freak out, pull out your eye balls and that would be quite embarrassing for the both of us"

"What is this place?"

"Oh yes excellent question. You see, before God and Amara, creation, destruction, heaven and hell, your precious little earth... What was there?"

"Nothing"

"Yes, that's right. Nothing. Nothing but empty. And you are soaking in it. Angels and demons you all come here"

"Every angel that's ever died is here?"

"Sleeping an endless peaceful sleep. You know, I was sleeping too. Hey, Uh since we're pals, there's something I've got to know.. hmm, why are you awake. Cause, fun fact, in all of forever nothing ever wakes up here. When you woke up I woke up and I don't like being awake. So, what's up smart guy?!"

"I don't know. The Winchester's, they must of made a deal"

"No, not with me and Im the only one who has any pull here. So think harder. Rack that perky little brain of yours," he said hitting me on the head.

"Stay away from me"

"Fine I'll rack it for you," he says and grabs my head and I fall to my knees In pain. After a minute the pain stopped and I took a deep breathe.

"What, what did you do to me?"

"I read your mind, such as it is. Oh and that Madison of yours is just fine"

"What do you want?"

"What do I want? I want you to shut up!"

"Having me awake causes you pain"

"If you can't sleep. I can't sleep. And I like sleep, I need sleep"

"Then get rid of me"

"Oh I should, should I?"

"Send me back to earth"

"Or I throw you so deep into the empty that you can't bother me anymore"

"Accept you know that won't work or you would've done it already"

"Pretty smart... dummy"

"Send me back"

"No, besides you don't want to go back"

"Yes I do. Sam, Dean, and Madison need me"

"Oh save it! I have tip toed through all your little tulips. Your memories. Your little feelings. I know what you hate, what you love, what you fear. There is nothing for you back there. Let me show you," he said and I was forced to be in pain again as he showed me my memories of hurting people, getting hurt, and most of all... hurting Madison.

He stopped, and I found myself on the ground again.

"Come on, Castiel! Wouldn't you rather be a fond memory then a constant withering dissappointment!" He said and kicked me. "Just let's lay down, and try to sleep. Kiddo, save yourself"

"I'm already saved," I said and he kicked me down again but I kept fighting. "You can prance, you can pred, you can scream and yell and remind me of my failings but somehow I'm awake, and I will stay awake and I will keep you awake until we both go insane! I will fight you for all of eternity"

"No, no"

"Release me"
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Suddenly, I woke up In the middle of nowhere. Surrounded by trees and nature.

I looked up to the sky and smiled, feeling the sun hit my face.

I made it.
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Word count- 598