64- Mistakes

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Madison's POV

Thunder rumbled as we all sat in the motel, staring at Jack who was lost in reality. After a few minutes of talking, we decided it would be best to take Jack back to the bunker.

"Jack, you okay?" Sam asked on the drive home.

"Jack, I've killed people that didn't deserve it. Friends.. I've killed people I've loved. I wish I could tell you it gets easier with time it hurts less, but that would be a lie, because it never gets easier. But that doesn't mean that you should stop fighting. That doesn't mean that just because you made a mistake. That's what this is Jack, it's a mistake. It doesn't mean you can't be better. Do better. I believe that," Cas explained.

"We still believe in you, Jack. We, Uh-" sam started but was cut off.

"Just stop. Just.... please, stop," he pleaded.
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Dean came back to the bunker a few hours later.

"And the Uh-", sam asked motioning towards Jacks mistake.

"Took care of it," Dean said.

"Good"

"Good?" Jack asked. "How is that good? What was his name? The guard? Did he have a family?"

"Jack, don't do this to your-" he cut me off.

"No, Dean?"

"Yes, he did," Dean responded and Jack looked down.

"Jack, look this life, what we do. It's not easy. And we've all done things we regret," i started and began to move towards him but Jack cut me off.

"Just, dont-" Jack snapped and I flinched.

"You're afraid of me..."

"Jack," I started.

"No, maybe you're right. Maybe I am just another monster," he said looking right at Dean.

"No, you're not. I thought you were. I did. But, like Sam said: we've all done bad. We all have blood on our hands. So, if you're a monster then we're all monsters"

"You don't.. everytime I try and do something good people get hurt. I thought I was getting better, I'm not. I don't know what I am, but I know I can't make this world a better place, not like this. I can't even do one good thing. And I know that if I stay, I'm gonna hurt you. All of you, and I can't. You're all I have"

"Jack, listen," sam said.

"No, Jack,"i warned.

"I have to go," he said and raised his hand throwing us all back.

I jumped up and Jack was gone.

He's gone...
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Word count- 408

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