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twenty five

I immediately try rushing into the house, but Parker is quick enough to stop me.

"What do you want from me?" I stated angrily.

"You know you're cute when you're mad." He smirked.

Parker grabs my hand and I quickly move mine.

"Parker, I finally put myself back together. I'm happy now, and you can't just show up and break me again, or think that you can come play with my heart whenever you want." I kept my head down and kept my distance.

"Parker, I'm in a relationship with Myles." I stated.

"When the hell did this start!? You're mine." Parker shouted.

"You have no right to yell at me! And I loved you, I loved you so much it hurt that there was no point to hanging on so I let go. I couldn't bare the pain any longer. So no Parker I'm not yours."

"C'mon Alex, stop trying to hide the fact that you're still madly in love with me." He argued.

"Do you love me?" I questioned.

The anger was boiling inside me.

Parker became silent.

Exactly.

His ego was fed on the fact that I loved him with everything I had.

"I can't love you." He whispered.

Tears began rushing out of my eyes, but I didn't make any movements.

My breath hitched and my chest became heavy.

Those were the words I never wanted to hear, but needed to hear.

"Goodbye Parker."

I slammed the door behind me. 

And my weeps slipped from my mouth, as I slid down on the door.

I could hear the profanities Parker was yelling, and something being hit.

I quickly get up to see that he punched his untouch car and stormed off.

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3:37 am

I couldn't sleep at all. 

I've been laying on my bed, just staring at the blank ceiling above me.

I wish life was simplier, I wish that my feelings deep down for Parker would go away. I love Myles but something will always be their for Parker and I absolutely hate it.

I hate that deep down I still love him.

I get up from bed, put on a bra and shoes and get into my car.

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4:01 am

I was parked outside of his house.

Why would I do that? I have absolutely no clue.

It's bringing back all the memories from tutoring him to the first time he broke my heart. I don't understand why I'm putting myself through this.

The way his lips felt on mine, but those lips have kissed others. 

The way his arms wrapped around my waist, the secure feeling has been wrapped around others.

The way his words would make my heart flutter, but other girls' hearts have skipped a beat because of the exact same words.

I am not any different.

He played a game with my heart that I thought I could win.

But their is always a cheater.

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5:18 am

"Baby, what's wrong?" Myles' sleepy voice answered.

"I wasn't able to sleep all night. Can I come over?"

I really needed someone to hug.

"Sure thing, I'll be waiting downsta-"

"I'm already here."

He laughed quietly.

"I'll be down there in a second." He quickly hung up.

I heard the door creak open and he looked so tired and cute.

I just realized how fit he is, I mean he is shirtless at this exact moment.

"You need to sleep, you have dark bags under your eyes." Myles dragged me quietly up the stairs into his room.

He jumped right into bed and I kicked off my shoes to join.

He pulled me close and I swiftly fell asleep.

Okay so this is an incredibly short chapter but since I updated two in a row I need more time do some more thinking. I'm sorry if this chapter sucks, but please vote and I love you all.

xoxo, Ariaa