Chasing Blue

-TWELVE-

-Blue's P.O.V-

Blue walked with his head held high. Sunglasses on his face despite it being the England, a place where the sun doesn't exists especially in the winter.

Blue's hair was left a messy heap of fading blue on his head, he couldn't be bothered to style it today.

He waited outside Costa coffee like he'd told JJ. They had both decided to meet up and get a coffee to discuss the important matter which is Blue's desperate ass of an ex boyfriend.

Blue huffed as he checked the time. They had arranged to meet ten minuets ago. Is this bastard trying to be fashionably late or some shit? Blue thought to himself with a scowl settled on his face.

"Blue! I'm here!" He turned around and saw a sweaty, out of breath JJ running towards him. His long legs were being restricted by a tight pair of black jeans. Blue stared at his strong legs. Bastard. He lifted his sunglasses and placed them on top of his hair. "I'm sorry I'm late, my brother was throwing a fit because my dad told him that he isn't allowed to wear mum's perfume," JJ explained himself quickly.

Blue nodded, a frown on his face. "It's just perfume," He said shaking his head. JJ nodded.

"My dads strict on things like that, he'd hit the roof of he knew I was gay," JJ blushed when he said this. A quick look of hurt flashed across Blue's face at the memory of his dad. He shook his head and then looked back up at JJ.

"Do you love your dad?" Blue blurted out with realising. JJ's face scrunched in confusion as he nodded.

"Yeah, he's my dad, he may be a huge bigot sometimes but you know, so far he's stood by me and loved me," Blue didn't know if he was jealous or happy for JJ. "He would always come to my primary school plays and watch me dance like Michael Jackson when I was a kid, I used to love MJ and dad knew this so he'd tell me that I was great," JJ smiled as he told Blue about his father.

Blue smiled falsely in spite of having tears threatening to spill from his eyes. He inhaled. "Don't tell him, You don't want to lose him, so don't tell him," Blue's words were bitter and filled with regret and hate but not for JJ. He wanted JJ to be happy and to be happy with a father by his side. He felt selfish but he was only trying to help.

JJ stared blankly at him. "I wasn't planning on doing it anytime soon so it's fine," He shrugged. Blue nodded.

They both fell into an awkward silence until Blue remembered the reason they were here. "Let's go get a drink, I've been craving a mocha lately," Blue spoke, his expression almost as gloomy as the London sky above them.

JJ nodded and followed Blue into the shop. Blue pulled out a crisp ten pound note from the back pocket of his jeans. "What do you want? I'll pay," Blue said whilst his eyes scan the menu on the wall behind the counter.

"It's fine, you don't have to pay for me," JJ told him but Blue turned to him.

"Don't be difficult, I'm paying for you and that's the end of it, I don't usually do nice shit for people so be honoured," Blue snapped before sending JJ a sarcastic smile.

JJ looked at him wide eyed. Sure, Blue's kinda small and cute looking but he could be scary when he wanted. "I'll have a caramel latte please," JJ squeaked out. Blue nodded.

"Find us a table?" Blue asked before turning to talk to the woman behind the counter. He felt JJ's presence leave as he ordered his drinks. "I'll be right back," the lady smiled before turning to make to coffees.

Blue sighed and ran a hand though his hair. "Unmistakable hair, I knew it was you," Blue turned his head, his eyebrow raised. Ew this shite-toad?

"Wow! That's some good observation you got there," Blue shot sarcastically at the long haired boy. His hair never was that long when they dated but saying that neither was his dick.

"I missed your sarcasm," James said as he rested his hand on Blue's arm.

He shoved him off. "Do you mind being else where?" Blue asked as he handed his money to the lady who had put both drinks in front of him. She smiled before handing him the change.

James smiled. "Why'd you get me a drink?" He asked.

"It's not for you!" Blue laughed as he picked them both up. "As if I'd get you a drink from Costa, you ain't that special," Blue said as he turned his back to a stunned James.

James was following Blue, he could tell but his strategy is; If you ignore a problem then it'd go away. Blue walked over to JJ who was sat at a two person table in the corner of the room. "Blue, please, wait," James begged whilst walking behind him.

Blue placed JJ's drink In front of him and he put his own down on the table before sitting in the seat across from JJ. James stood there awkwardly and Blue knows this, he did it purposely.

James sighed and got down on his knees. "Blue, look at me," he grabbed Blue's hand in his own.

Blue sighed before turning his eyes to his. "If you're proposing then the answer is no, for all I know you could've stolen the money from my mother to buy the ring," Blue spat before taking a sip from his coffee.

"I said I was sorry for stealing from your family but-" he was cut off by Blue ripping his hand out of his.

"Did it ever occur to you that maybe sorry isn't good enough?" Blue asked, suddenly serious. His sarcasm died down when the look of anger and sadness took over his face. "You're the one who guilted me into coming out and you knew my mother was struggling after my dad left and you fucking stole from her," He didn't Shout, he surprised even himself by keeping his temper down.

James was still on the floor staring up and Blue. Blue looked to JJ for some help. "Look, man," JJ spoke up causing James to turn to him. "Blue and I are together now," he lied.

Butterflies flew about in Blue's stomach at JJ's words. Even though it wasn't true he damn wished it was.

"I'm sorry," James said, surprising Blue. "I'll leave you guys alone." He stood up from the floor and turned to walk away.

"You saved my ass," Blue said once James was out of ear shot.

JJ nodded. "I guess I did, Looks like you owe me," He winked flirtatiously at Blue.

Ignoring the flaming volcano that just erupted inside his body, Blue kept his straight face. "We already agreed that you having the absolute pleasure of sharing a tent with me would be your pay back but keep that attitude up and I may just do you a little extra favour," Blue send JJ a smirk and grabbed his medium sized paper Costa cup and stood up from his chair.

He was careful when walking out that he didn't fall over due to his legs being the consistency of jelly. No way did he recover from that wink just yet. Once he was outside he peaked through the large window and smiled to himself when he saw JJ sat with wide eyes. Never try and out-flirt Me.

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-KILLJOY'S GHOST XXX