Ruby rose fanfiction.

Baby dreamin

2 months later.

"Ruby!" I yell from the bedroom, I was laying down and had just woken up to an empty bed.
"Ruby!" I yell again I seriously didn't wanna get up.
"Yesssss love. What can I do for you.?" She pops her head in through the door.
"Cuddle!" I laugh
"I can't! I have work to do!" She groans
"Please!" I beg
She hops in bed with me and I kiss her a million times as I latch on to her body.
" I love you." I say to her
"I love you more."
We only laid in bed for a couples of minutes after and then she got up again. I followed her this time. She went to her office where she had papers everywhere, mail, bills, I've never seen her office so messy.
"What's all of this?" I ask looking around
"Work." She puffs
"Wow, I miss working." I say
"You'll be back in no time baby, don't think about it." She smiles and then turns to her computer.
"Ruby?"
"Yes?"
"I have sorta, a weird question." I twirl my finger in my hair.
"Yes love what is it?" She sounded impatient
"You know... Never mind." I say and then walk out of the office.
I went to the bathroom and washed my face, and took a shower. It's always hard seeing my body. Scars and memories of the hospital.
Ruby hasn't seen me naked since the last physical I had at the doctors in two months. I'm still sore in some areas, and my muscles some times tense. My back gives me the most trouble, I can hardly ever get comfortable. But I was happy, which was a big step for me. I thought for a long time I wouldn't ever be happy again. I still have really rough days. Everyone does, but mine are very scary, and very random. I can't be left alone when I'm in that state of mind. I don't trust myself.
Ever since I got home from the hospital Ethan my nephew. Ashley's son, has gotten so big. And I always ache when I see him, I've always wanted children. But I'm scared to ask ruby what she thinks, I know I just got out of the hospital and I'm not nearly fully recovered. But I want a baby before it's too late. I'm already 21 years old and I just think I'm at a good age to start thinking about it. I'm also trying to get back into modeling but since I have my scars no one seems very interested anymore, it's very heartbreaking knowing I might not be able to ever do what I love again. My fashion line is off the charts doing very well, my assistants and managers are doing a great job maintaining everything. My movie, has not yet been released. But I finished all of my lines over the two months I've been home. It wasn't easy but I did it. The premier was moved to next month.
So that leaves me here. At home. Alone. Most of the days.
Rubys always out on business meetings and meet and greets and she's doing shows again at clubs which is exciting because she truly is an amazing dj. And it's what she loves so I'm happy.
The show orange is the new black she stared in aired last week and it's been all the rage. She's a famous celebrity times ten now. And I couldn't be more proud. But the downside is there's so much pressure on our relationship now on social media. And the photographers have doubled, the crowds of fans have doubled, and the interviews and talk shows news stations have not stopped talking about her and sometimes me. It's a lot of pressure on her and she's getting tense. I would too, it's a lot to put on her so suddenly.