Nothing Lasts Forever.. PS: Nothing = Love!

Chapter 25 : the New-Old life..

Last chapter recap!

♥ moirai's pov ♥

You can’t blame me for that! I am on sedatives, i can only think right. Maybe.

I saw a blurry tall guy, walking in besides the short guy, who was still looking at me, i think.

“shetij, the room no is 305 not 306. You are disturbing a patient! Dude, the nurse told me the girl’s not in a good state! Let’s leave”, another voice said.

Ohk, so the guy’s name is shetij.

“uhh.. Yeah. Lets go”, the short guy spoke.

And i heard the door slam shut with a light thump as they left.

And, so did my vision. I could feel the numbness around me. And slowly, my thoughts faded into the darkness.

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cHaPtEr 25 : the new-old life.

♥ moirai's pov ♥

A sudden thud of something hitting the ground got me to my senses. My eye lids were heavy but I forced them open.

I squinted to see a silhouette of someone standing near the window. I could not recognise who he was but he was tall and lean. My vision was still blurry. I squinted even more for my vision to get clearer but more to my disappointment I couldn’t recognise the person.

He slowly moved forward, but I wasn’t terrified he did not seem to have come here to hurt me. As he proceeded, I could see his face a bit more clearly.

He was the tall guy who had come that day with the other one. What was his name?

Umm.. I forgot his name again!

God! What is wrong with these guys? What is he doing here? Again?

I tried asking him who he was but my throat was too dry for the words to come out. I forced myself to speak but it wouldn’t come out.

“Hey. Hey. It’s ok. I am Shiv. I came here for a friend, he is just in the other room. I came here yesterday too if you remember", he said politely.

Under normal circumstances I should have been worried but I did not feel the need to worry. These guys breaking in my hospital room was weird but they did not look like psychopaths trying to kill me. They were of my age. I might look older to them because of the hair loss and my dark circles. God knows what they might be thinking of me. Maybe some sick aunty with no hair and a lot of tubes attached to her from all possible sides. That’s how I picture myself.

But there was no judgement in his eyes and he was way taller than me. But all this does not answer the question that why was he here?

And where was my family? The last time I woke up I found a guy crashing in my room followed by another guy and now it’s the "another" guy crashing in my room again.

I tried looking around to find a big fat book resting on the sofa with dad's reading glasses carefully kept above it.

So, dad had been here so where is he?

Sensing my thoughts, Shiv spoke "I just saw him leaving with doctor."

Ok, now he is scaring me.

"Why are you here?", I asked or intended to. It more or less sounded like it.

"I'm sorry. I wanted to meet you before... umm.. I'll leave." and he left.

This was the weirdest thing ever happened to me.

He reminded me of my friends. Sana would come and kill me if she knew where i am and Myth would definitely assist her doing that, i know how much they care for me and how much I love them. Saish would understand my situation. She always does. Jaras would give me I-hate-you looks for a while but eventually he would end up all puppy eyed, asking me about how I was doing. I miss them. I miss talking to them.

Above all the person whom I miss is Shagun. She was my only friend when I had literally no one. Be it whatever, even if we were not too much in touch towards the end but she would always be my shags.

I was not brave enough to face a good bye and so I left without having said so. 

I wish I could tell them what's happening. 

I wish I could tell them where I am. 

I wish I could ask them to come here and be with me before the operation takes place.

They were my support system.

I don't remember how many days had passed from the day I left mumbai. I don't even know when is my operation.

After the operation, when I am fine again I would go back and meet all of them. Shagun, Sana, Myth, Saish and JarAss.

I would meet Leo too. And clear all the unsaid things between me and him. His name still gets butterflies in my stomach.

It’s the first love kinda thing. No matter how bad he hurt me, I’ll never be over him. It’s really hard because I hate you but fucking love you so much at the same time. Maybe I don’t hate him. I hate the things he did. It’s hard to explain.

I have been sleeping since ages but I still feel tired. I want to get up and move around but I can’t move. This feeling of helplessness is killing me from the inside but I can’t just give up. I have to survive to meet my friends and my love again. That’s the only thing that’s keeping me going.

I saw the door handle twitch and door open. My Dad walked through the door. He looked years and years older from the last time I saw him. I am the reason for his stress. I wish I could do something.

Doctor entered just after Daddy did. He was tall with a straight spine. He was maybe in his thirties.

“How are you?”, he asked in a firm voice.

I could barely move my head.

He just smiled. Gosh!

He has a big smile. Just like cheshire cat. A smile touching both the eyes. Like that big!

“So are you ready for the operation?”, he asked.

When is it? When is it?

My heartbeats had definitely been racing with a horse right now.

“Don’t worry. You’ll be fine after this.”

It is today.

A nurse walked in remove the IV tube and inserted an injection. I could barely feel it.

So, it’s time to say bye bye to the tumour in my head.

Every second blurred my vision and everything slowly faded into darkness where I was alone and numb.

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I am so lateeeeeeeeeeeee I know !!

But I had been to the best trip ever and couldn’t get the fun out of my mind! I soooo miss it now.

Anyways, the book is ending soon. *sniff sniff*

and I added a new cover to the story! 

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