My Love For Her (StudxFem)

Part 92: Sorry

*12:46 am*

*Phone buzzes on night stand*

I wake up and feel...heavier. I look down and see Kesean's head near my nipple. Trying to move, I feel his member still inside of me........this can't be real right. Its a dream.

Right?

*Phone buzzes again*

I turn my head, knowing this shit is indeed reality. Reaching over my arm, I pick up my phone and see 15 missed calls and 6 messages from my girlfriend. Fuck.

*Phone buzzes again*

"Hello? I answer sounding like i just woke up.

"Hey, are you okay?

*clears throat* "Yeah babe, I'm sorry. I just fell asleep since Isaac wanted me to stay a little longer" I lied

"Oh okay, I just woke up too and I just wanted to make sure"

"You feel okay?

"Yeah I think I just had to many of those cinnamon sticks" she laughs

I laugh too, feeling so fucking guilty.

"Babe I-- I'm coming home okay, so can you stay up for me"

"I'll try babe"

"Okay see you soon" I hang up without saying "I love you"

I take a deep breath and try moving Kesean's big ass body off of me. Forgetting that his unit is still in mine, I move him harshly which causes him to stroke back in, making me moan.

"Ahhh sssssssmmm, kesean! KESEAN! I yell angrily

"Yes Tyler" he wakes up

"Pull out" I look down

He lift up and slides out then looks down at me.

"Get the fuck off of me! I yell

"Tyler--" he moves to the other side of the bed.

"Did you get me drunk on purpose so you could have sex with me!?

"No I--"

"What the fuck did you give me!

"Tyler your overeating"

".....I can't remember anything. Just drinking that bullshit wine with you"

" sorry"

"So we had sex huh?

"Yes but we both didn't know what we were doing" he rubs my shoulder.

"No nigga! You didn't even drink as much as I did! You knew exactly what you were doing! I get up yelling

He doesn't respond.

I put back on my clothes and give Isaac a kiss on the cheek then walk out slamming the door. I walk down to the nearest train station and aboard the next train pulling up. I feel so guilty and scared inside. I had to tell her the truth but...man I'm so scared of her reaction.

"Nah, I trust you. But I'm a let you know, once my trust is broken...its hard way to come back from it" I can hear it playing over and over as I make my way home.

*15 minutes later*

I unlock the door and see her fast asleep on the couch. Not trying to wake her I pour me some lemonade from the fridge and tip toe to the steps.

"Babe" she turns around suddenly

"Hey"

"Why you sneaking"

"Um because I didn't want to wake you" I shrug

"Oh. Well you told me to wait for you"

"I know" I come over and sit beside her.

"Missed you" She lays on me making me feel really bad now.

"Missed you too" I tear up

"Why you crying babe what's wrong?

I put my glass down on the table.

"What's wrong? She sits up

"I have to tell you something"

"What?

"I um...I uh" I begin to cry more

"What?

"Babe just please let me explain"

"What yo?

"...we had sex" I cry

"Who"

"Kesean"

She puts her head down, gripping at her hair.

"Baby I'm so sorry" I cry and touch her arm

"You cheated on me..." she takes a deep breath

"It wasn't on purpose babe it was a honest mistake"

"You cheated on me?! And with that nigga too! She gets up screaming

"It wasn't on purpose" I cry uncontrollably

"Get the fuck out of my house!

"No baby please" I get up and try to hug on her.

"Don't fucking touch me! Get the fuck out! Now!

"No.....no..no it wasn't on purpose. I'm sorry" she pushes me to the door and open it.

"Get the fuck out tyler! Go!

"No! I hold on to the door way

"Get the fuck out!!! She lifts me up and throws me down on the ground.

The fall made me hurt my foot and I watch her walk back in the house and slam the door.

"Baby please...please *gasp* I'm sorry" I crawl up to the door.

I bang on the door, crying. But she doesn't answer. "I'm sooo sorry"

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