I Tried To Give You Up, But I'm Too Addicted.

• lights will guide you home, and i will try to fix you •

// slight nsfw //

Danny was sat on the balcony of a cheap motel room, eyes lidded and glazed over as he smoked a blunt lazily, knees against his chest and one arm wrapped around them.

He was so tired, a strong ache deep in his bones, he didn't want to move, he just wanted to stay where he was and melt away into nothingness, living in the shadows. He closed his eyes and put the blunt out lazily on the floor, leaving the roach next to his foot as he leant against the rusted railings and watched the sky pollution occasionally give away to a cluster of bright stars.

He takes his hand through his messy hair and frowned softly, listening to the tunes coming from his phone, his phone on Do Not Disturb and preventing anyone from contacting him.

He just really needed to be alone.

Danny stood up slowly and stumbled weakly, picking up his phone and hesitating, going into his room and taking out his current SIM, changing it for a new one and letting out a soft sigh, putting the old SIM on the edge of the balcony, watching it with bloodshot eyes.

Dan walked back inside after a short delay next to a wilted, potted plant, watering it gently, and took a large snake bong from his bag, lighting it and inhaling the fumes with a low cough, furrowing his brows as he let the fumes mingle in his lungs, blowing it out through his nose.

Eventually things began to blur for him, he looked through an old phone book and called up an escort agency, giving his address and room number before sitting back and smoking idly, the bong discarded to the side for another blunt, the high a steady thrum of pleasure in his veins.

Soon enough, someone knocked on his door and he stood slowly, walking over and swinging the door open, smiling sweetly up at a tall, muscled blonde, leaning against the doorframe.

After a short Andy was hoarsely murmured by the blonde, the two of them were kissing, lips burning and parting gently and occasionally, teeth clashing as tongues were added to the mix.

Andy pressed Dan to the wall and Dan moaned hoarsely, looping his arms around the broad shoulders and mumbling hoarse words against chapped lips.

Danny willingly tilted his head as lips trailed down his neck, the soft mouth leaving dark marks and hot trails of euphoria. He couldn't help but moan as Andy tucked his shirt off and played with the pale chest, pulling his own shirt off after.

Things sped up after that, mouths and hands trailing everywhere, every inch of skin revealed to the other person to have free reign.

Eventually, Andy was inside of Danny and he couldn't help but choke up, gripping the tan shoulders and arching his back, each movement soft and smooth and giving him a sense of love and care he hadn't felt for a long time.

Dan threw his head back and cried out, his body melting and lungs crushing his heart, filled with an immense pleasure.

He felt so warm, so loved.

They laid together afterwards, Andy playing with dan's hair and dan's head on his chest, their breathing synchronised to a slow, relaxing beat.

Dan eventually fell asleep to the soothing sound of a heart beat near him.

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