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Sou sighed as he heard the door click. He placed his palms in his face and shook his head.

What did he do and what has he said to Soraru?

"What? Am I supporting them?" Sou asked himself. "Ugh, I'm so stupid!"

Sou glanced back at Soraru's door and let out another sigh.

"What was I even thinking?"

Sou walked out of the building and headed to Kain's place to rest.

Well, it's not like Sou's house was far, but lately, he and Kain have been having sleepovers. Like, a lot.

When Sou headed to Kain's place, he opened the door and noticed that it was still quiet. "Kain-kun?"

Sou checked the living room and the kitchen and still noticed he wasn't there. Maybe sleeping?

"Kain-kun, I'm here," Sou muttered. "It's me, Sou."

Sou went upstairs and headed to Kain's room, just to check if he's there. Yeah, he was, but asleep.

He opened the door gently as saw Kain sleeping. A smile formed in Sou's face as he sat in the edge of Kain's bed.

"I did something stupid again," Sou mumbled as he let out a sigh. "I want to die... I still have no idea why I'm doing these things."

Do I really like Mafu-san or not? Sou thought to himself just as soon as Kain sat up from his bed. "Hm? O-oh... Sou-kun," Kain said with a smile. "What are you doing here?"

"Nothing really," Sou said with a slight frown. "Is it bad to go here?"

"No," Kain said while averting his gaze. "D-did something happen?"

"I did something stupid."

"What did you do this time?"

"I suddenly went to Soraru-san's place and got mad at him," Sou said while looking down. "Why does it feel like... like..."

"Like?"

"Mafu-san is nowhere to be found in m-my heart?" Sou asked as he looked up at Kain with teary eyes. "Wh-why?"

Kain frowned. "Have you gone to not be fond of him anymore?"

Sou just stared at Kain.

"Maybe... maybe what you're feeling towards Mafumafu-san isn't love anymore..." Kain said, still frowning. "Perhaps you don't have any feelings for him anymore."

"I..." Sou emitted as he looked down and let the tears out. Without realizing, Kain approached closer and pulled Sou for a hug. And in just a hug, Sou felt like he was having a heart attack. "K-Kain-kun...?"

"Just... let me hug you," Kain said as he continuously stroked Sou's hair, which he didn't mind.

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It's SOU'S BIRTHDAY!! HE'S OFFICIALLY 18 AND LEGAL W

Anyways!! This is just a filler chapter filled with SouKain nonsense (fluff?) ^^

I also listened to ATR's new song and AAAAA I LOVE IT!! I might be busy translating songs as well soooo ye~ next chapter might be next week! (no promises winkkkk)

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