Words Are Gonna Burn (4th book in TIASFTF Series)

Pregnancy

It was 8 months later and we had recorded our new album, released it, celebrated, and now we were currently on a world tour. Bret was able to come with since I am after all pregnant with his child. As some put it i look like Im ready to 'pop'.

The fans were very supportive of me being pregnant and still wanting to tour and they understood when dates had to be postponed due to illness or future hospital visits for when the baby comes. We were in Australia right now and this country could rock. We were touring with Falling In Reserve again and I, Prevail. Ronnie and Mixi werent even awkward around each other anymore which was good. Luis and Mixi were still going strong as we speak.

We had gone to China, Brazil, Argentina, France, Germany, U.K., Japan and now Australia. Next show we were in the United States though which is good because thats when I was gonna 'pop'.

This tour has been a blast. It was the best tour Ive ever been on too. Falling In Reverse is so talented and so is  I, Prevail. The Relapse Symphony's label is shit so they can't really tour. Which sucks because I know how happy he is when he is up on stage. Its his job. I hope Standby Records gets their shit together soon.

Anyway tonight was the final day in Australia and we were flying tomorrow to the U.S.A. which I couldnt wait for. We worked it out with the airlines so i could fly as a pregnant woman in first class. I was in the back of the bus in the room sleeping with Bret holding me. Jessie was still checking on me nonstop like at the beginning. It doesnt really get old. I finally woke up with morning sickness and tushed to the bathroom. Bret held my hair as I threw up. He held me after it as well

"My poor babies." He said as he held me and rubbed my tummy

"She wants cheetos,"  I said into his shoulder. He started laughing.

"So its a she now? " he asked. We decided to keep the gender a mystery until i have it.

"Sure why not. I loved cheetos as a girl."

"You're so strange."
"But you love us anyway!"
"Yeah yeah. Im going to the store."

"Get cheetos! And chocolate!  And pickles!"  I screamed at him as he walked out. I smiled and stood up. I walked to the living room area and sat on the couch and went through my phone. I then heard Bret's ringtone go off. On his phone. I got up and went to the back room again and saw an unknown number calling.

"Hello?"

"Hey Bret baby. You ready for this weekened." I felt my skin boil.

"Sure this is his wife what are we doing?"
"Uh. Nevermind.Bye." She hung up. The fuck?

I'm sure you could see steam coming off of my skin i was so pissed. I went into the livingroom area and sat back on the couch and waited for him to come back. I was rapidly tapping my fingers and my foot.  The door to the bus opened and he walked through.

"Guess who got Cheetos?!" He shouted and then got quiet when he saw me holding his phone.

"What's wrong baby?"

"Oh nothing. You got a call from your secret fucking admirer," I said throwing his phone at him.

"What do you mean baby?"

"Hey Bret baby. You ready for this weekend?"

"Baby it isn't what it seems like."

"No its exactly how it is! You are cheating on me!"

"No! I'm fucking not! I married you for you and you only!"

"Then who the fuck is this?!"

"Molly. The transgender I hired for your baby shower."

"Oh..." I said and sat down.

"Yeah. 'Oh'."

"Then why the fuck didn't you save their number?"

"Because if they did call and you were around you'd see the name now wouldn't you."

"Fuck you."

"Oh you would sweetie. You would." He threw the bag of stuff next to me and sat on the other side of me. He turned on a movie and I opened the bag of Cheetos and ate all of it. Bret had some pieces but I got most of it. I then dived into chocolate. And then some pickles.

"Man you can tell your pregnant now."

"Bite me."

"Mmm good idea."

"Ew stop," he laughed and so did I. Soon Danene got up and brought LaShaye out with her.

"Damn. I remember when I was that pregnant."

"Yeah so can I," I said sticking my tongue out at her.

"Ready for the show tonight?" Austin asked as he yawned.

"Duh! I wanna go home a little though."

"Same!" Danene said. I smiled and then the lovebirds of the year came out with sex hair.

"Oh look its 'oh fuck yeah' and 'harder'," I said as they walked through and Mixi flipped me off. I laughed and continued eating. Then our manager came on the bus and said it was time to get ready. I sighed and got up. Ugh. Preggy wasn't feeling it. I went into the bathroom and put on a cut up Led Zepplin maternity shirt. I put on maternity jeans and converses as well. Can't wait till I'm a skinny stick again honestly.

I just did mascara and I walked out. Bret slapped my ass as he went in the bathroom after me. I laughed and went to my bunk. I then felt a kick and a sharp pain.

Oh shit. Not now.

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