Words Are Gonna Burn (4th book in TIASFTF Series)

Life

It was 2 and a half weeks later. The band decided to not do the rest of the tour due to me. Which sucked in my opinion but then again I'm the singer. I woke up to a pain. I opened my eyes and saw that it was 2 a.m. in the morning and Bret was asleep next to me with his shirt off. I smiled and then shouted in pain. Fuck!

"Baby?" He asked and I got up quickly and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and started to think I was crazy because nothing was happening. Then my water broke. Oh shit.

"Bret! Get the bag!!!" I screamed as another contraction hit me hard. I heard Bret scrambling for a shirt and pants and getting the bag. I walked down the stairs while gripping onto the railing tightly. Bret after putting the stuff in the car he helped me down the stairs and into the backseat. Bret floored his way to the hospital with his emergency lights blaring. When we got there he helped me out of the car right as I was having another contraction. Fuck! They got me onto a gurney and ran me to the pregnancy wing of the hospital. Bret was holding my hand the entire time.

They checked how far long I was and I was 4 cm. Fuck. They gave me the epidural and all kinds of medicine that I demanded. I was laying on my side in pain as Bret held my hand tightly.

"Text the bands and Jessie and Luis." He nodded and texted them while holding my hand. I had another contraction and screamed loudly and gripped his hand hard as I could. Soon it passed and Bret got me a wet washcloth and he dabbed my face. I was sweating and in pain and everything. I was miserable but it was worth it. Soon I'll have our child in this world.

Another one hit me very soon and I screamed as I gripped his hand and squeezed.

"Ow. Baby you're hurting me."

"GET OVER IT BRET!" I screamed as the contraction pain soon passed. I fell back into the bed feeling exhausted. Soon Danene runs in. She grabs my other hand tightly and she looks very tired.

"You came.."

"Of course I came!" Another co0ntraction came and I screamed louder than ever. The doctor came in and said I was 9 cm.

"Its time to push."

"Oh fuck me!" I scream as a nurse helps me get into position to push. I grip Bret's and Danene's hand and I started to push. My body was trying to fold like a fucking lawnchair until I couldn't anymore and I fell back. Bret was coaching me like he read in the pregnancy books while on tour. The nurses told me it was time to push again and I did. Then I gave up once more falling back and breathing hard.

"Come on baby you can do it!" Bret said.

"Shut up Bret. You're the reason I'm pushing a fucking desk out of my vagina!" I screamed and started to push again. I didn't mean to be mean but I was very tired and I wanted this baby out of me. I've been here for over 7 hours now.  The nurses assured me this would be the last push if I gave it my all.

I got back into position and I gripped their hands tightly and looked at both of them. I started to push once again and I heard a baby crying and I stopped pushing. I saw the doctor hold up our baby.

"Its a girl!" He shouted and I smiled.

"Dad would you like to cut the cord?" The doctor asked Bret. Bret went over there and cut the cord . A nurse wrapped the baby up and gave her to me. I started crying and Danene already was. She was so beautiful. Bret came back over to my other side and he saw our baby and he started to cry.

"She's so beautiful."

"Yes she is," I said and kissed the top of her tiny head.The nurse then took her to wash her off and put her in a incubator. She wheeled her right next to my bed. I fell asleep while watching her.

When I awoke I heard and saw something glorious. I looked over to the window and I saw Bret holding our daughter in her arms while he sat in the window singing softly to her.

"This is a song for the forgotten. We're here to make our voices known," he sang and I started to tear up. My favorite song when I met him. The ringtone that started it all. The call that started it all. Bret looked over and stopped singing as he put our daughter back in the incubator. He came to my side and sat on the bed holding my hand.

"Baby what's wrong?"

"Nothing. Just so happy.." He smiled and kissed me gently.

"She needs a name." He said looking at me.

"You have any ideas?"

"Alex," he said smiling.

"Alex May Von Dehl."

"Perfect," he said smiling as he kissed me.

"Where's Danene?"

"She went shopping. For clothes. For the baby."

"Of course. You give one person the title of godmother and they spoil them." I laughed lightly.

A nurse came in and explained my feeding options and I decided to breast feed. The whole process was weird but I was told I'd get used to it soon. Danene soon came back after I fed Alex and she brought Austin who was carrying balloons and presents.  Mixi and Luis soon showed up along with Blade and Jessie. Jessie was all over Alex. As I thought she would. This is my family and we are complete. Forever.

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