Words Are Gonna Burn (4th book in TIASFTF Series)

No letter, No Goodbye

Soon about a week later The RWAC tour was done with. Davey has been on Mixi like a lost puppy and Tyler didn't even notice. I'm glad we can get back to our Bad Blood family with BOTDF and FML.

This RWAC tour was amazing! We got drunk every fucking night! Jessie and Danene of course didnt but everyone else did. Cherri called Luis while he was drunk and she got pissed at him a little.

I haven't seen my mom since the first show and I'm glad i haven't. She doens't deserve to be in me and Jessie's life anymore. She lost that privledge when she left me and Jessie. I don't forgive people like that. 

I feel like me and Bret are growing apart because I've been a little bitter because all I can think of is if my mother is here and planning to kidnap Jessie or me away or something. I've been extremely stressed when I'm not drunk out of my mind. I love Bret with all of my heart but I just need to sort through my own problems before I go on. He knows this as well.

It was my time to drive the van. Bret sat in the passenger trying not to pass out from exhaustion but failed to do so. I needed to think about all this shit. Then my phone went off. Who the fuck is texting me at thise fucking hour? I pulled over at a gas station since we needed gas as well. I pulled the phone from my pocket.

Bitch: Please consider it....

Allison: Fine you dumbass bitch I'll think about it!

Fuck! I texted her that and maybe she'll leave me the fuck alone. I got out and filled the gas tank up and then went into the store and got breakfast for everyone and paid for it and the gas. I got back in the van and took off. Then I heard the most demonic sound ever created by man and it scared me shitless. I looked in the mirror and it was Tyler. 

"Tyler!"

"What Bitch?"

"First don't call me bitch or ill pull the van over and you can drive! Second what the fuck is up with the demonic sounds? Damn!"

"That's my yawn."

"Whatever haha." I  turn my focus back to the road and I heard Bret wake up too. Then he got up and walked to the back. I looked in the mirror and saw he got a pack of Sour patch Kids. Oh God.......

He laid in the floor and started eating them . Then his face turned into the weird demon hyped on sugar face. I started laughing and shook my head. Alex woke up and took a picture of him and posted it everywhere haha. 

Note to self never let Bret have candy that fans bring him steal it instead. He is like a weird bunny on Monster.

We finally made it to the first venue of the tour and we all jumped out and waited on my bands tour van.

When they got there I hugged them tight. Then I grabbed Jessie and ran with her to find BOTDF!!! I missed Jay!!

"Jayy!!!!" I jumped on his back and he laughed and hugged me and Jessie. I got off his back and hugged him yet again.

"I fucking missed you bro!!!"

"Haha I missed you too! You both!" He says.

Blade comes up behind Jessie and wraps his arms around her waist and kisses her.

"Awe he finally got the balls to ask her out!" Jayy shouted loud and I laughed really hard.

"So you and lover boy still together?" Jayy asks as we walk away from everyone.

"Yeah...but we aren't as close anymore....I've been having problems with my undead mother and i've been thinking about it nonstop and I haven't really talked to him much since we left for tour."

"I got a solution! Next time we stop at a hotel put on some fancy panties and shit and hes yours!" I slapped his shoulder playfully and laughed.

"I just need to get this mom thing out of the way and it'll be fine! I just don't think i should trust her anymore...she left us for dead and faked her own death i mean really!" I sighed and kicked a rock in my path.

"Well you'll figure it out you always do."

"Yeah well I need to figure it out soon before I lose Bret or Jessie."

"You won't Bret and you were made for eachother and Jessie loves you like a sister and a mother."

"Way to make me feel old Jayy." I laughed and so did he and we walked back to the group. Bret looked right over at me and then looked away with no emotion at all.... What the fuck was that? Does he hate me right now?  Jayy rubbed my shoulder cause he saw the look too and I ran off into the bathroom.

I splashed some  cool water on my face and I quickly dried it. Please don't let this be a sign he hates me. I sat on the floor under the sink and rocked myself thinking of how horrible I am for being so selfish. Then I heard boots clanking against the floor and I didn't bother to look up. It was probably Jayy or Luis and they wanted to help me.

Whoever it was kneeled in front of me and held my chin up. Nope this guy had black and red hair and he dresses like Bret. He was wearing a Broken Bones and Hearts shirt  and black skinny jeans and had a fox tail and some chains attached to them. He had bright blue eyes and kinda reminded me when Andy was little and in a band around the age of 15.

"What's wrong Allison?" He asked clearing his throat and searching my eyes. I was about to ask how he knows me but i figured since he knows my band he knows me. He kept his eyes contacted with mine and then Bret walked in... Shit.

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Anyway so guys!!!!!! I missed you so!!!!!!! Sorry I havent been updating i had to go to the hospital and the doctor and everywhere because I pulled my Hammstring! Sorry! Love you guys!

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