GOT7's Savior

Chapter 36: Forever Love

"WHAT song should I sing, eonni?" I'm asking Hyunji eonni, the vocal teacher that I closed with.

"Yah... why you asked me? That should be you the one to decide it!"

"But I really don't know what the song that suitable with me. They're forcing me to compete! I don't even have gut to enter the competition." I sighed.

"It's okay. I'll help you. Tell me, what kind of performance you want to do? You want to sing only or you want to dance too?" asked Hyunji eonni.

I'm shaking my head quickly, "No eonni! I can't dance. I may break my bones later."

"That's worst then. Better if you just singing only,"

"Exactly."

"Then what genre you like to try?"

"How about ballad?"

"That's a good choice. While singing to ballad songs, the most important things that you must have is the emotion."

"Emotion?"

"Yes. You'll be thinking about someone while singing to it. That's the best way to get the emotion."

I paused for a moment. I looked at Hyunji eonni, "I think I know what song I should sing. By the way eonni, can you teach me how to play piano? I can read the music note."

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I can't even find the perfect word to describe my nervous right now. I'm the next participant to perform. The participant before me, Miss A's stylist that I heard good in singing and dancing is really not just a joke. She really damn good at it! Why on earth she chose to be the stylist instead of became the member of Miss A?

Suddenly I heard my name being announced by the emcee as a sign for me to enter the stage. Wait? Already?

"Hana-ssi, please go to the front!" the staff behind me urged. Hey! I'm freaking nervous right now. Can't you see?!

But I still walked to the stage and straight to the piano that being placed at the center of the stage. I just realize how many people's eyes on me right now. Like seriously, can I just run away right now?

My thought to run away stop when I saw Got7 that sit at the fifth row. Jackson and Bambam waved as hard as they can when they know I looked at them.

Right. This is not just a common talent competition. I have mission to do.

I smiled to them before get my focus back and bowed to the judges.

"Anyeonghaseyo. I'm Hana. Got7's manager. I dedicated this songs for my beloved Got7's member."

I took a glance towards them and they were cheering for me. I sat on my seat face the piano. I took a deep breath before my fingers start moving.

Neol baraman bonda neon daheul su eopda. (I'm looking at you but I can't reach you.)

Maeumman geurinda (So I'm only drawing out my heart)

Ne nunmuri naerin bam jeonhal su eopdeon my love ijeneun malhalge (My love that I couldn't tell you on the night you shed tears I'll tell you now)

I looked at Jaebum oppa as well as other members when I'm going to sing next verse.

Jeonhago sipeun cheotbeonjjae deo isang apeuji anki (The first thing I want to tell you, don't hurt anymore)

Geudae neomeojyeodo naega meonjeo I son geonnejulgeyo (When you fall, I'll be the first to hold out my hand)

Jeonhago sipeun dubeonjjae jeoldae honja ulji anki (The second thing I want to tell you, don't cry by yourself)

Geudae hwanhan geu miso jikyeojulgeyo nan forever in your heart (I'll protect your bright smile. I'm forever in your heart)

Yes, guys. That bright smile you guys had. I'll protect it. Because I'm Got7's savior...

Na tteonaya handa nan sumjugyeo ulda maeumeul jiunda (I need to leave you, I'm silently crying, I'm erasing my heart)

Nae chueogi maechin bam jeonhage doeneun goodbye hagi sirheun geu mal (On a night filled with memories I have to say goodbye, words I don't want to say)

I could feel my tears falling on my cheeks but I don't even care if people going to see that. Yes. I have to say goodbye even I don't want to. I don't want to leave him. I don't want to leave them. But I have to...

Jeonhage doeneun cheotbeonjjae deo isang apeuji anki (The first thing I want to tell you, don't hurt anymore)

Geudae neomeojyeodo naega ijen I son jul su eobtjanha (When you fall, I can't give you my hand anymore)

Jeonhage doeneun dubeonjjae jeoldae honja ulji anki (The second thing I want to tell you, don't cry by yourself

Geudae gyeote eobseodo itji marayo nan forever in your heart (Even if I'm not by your side, don't forget me I'm forever in your heart)

Don't forget me guys. Please always remember me. Even I won't remember a thing about you guys soon. I'm sorry.

Eojjeomyeon himdeulji molla ibyeol apeseo annyeongiraneun mal (It might be hard to say goodbye while separating)

Yes. It's too hard. I don't want us to separate.

Dajimhaesseotjiman jakkuman maemdora (I was determined but the words only linger around)

Sorry. I don't have gut to say this to you guys yet. Even all of us knew about it but I just can't tell you guys yet.

Ne ipsulman boda jeonhanda (I finally tell you while looking at your lips)

I'm looking at that person. That person's lips. That lips that I've never thought that I'll see directly in front of me. That lips that I've never thought will called my name. That lips that I've never thought will kiss me...

Jeonhago sipeun majimak haengbokhaesseotdaneun geu mal (The last thing I want to tell you, I was happy)

I'm happy guys. I'm too happy for this past months with you guys.

Geudae gyeoteseo na seonmulcheoreom hamkke hal su isseoseo (Because I was able to be by your side, like a gift)

A gift that I'll never remember again...

Saranghae motda jeonhan mal beolsseo bogo sipdaneun mal (I love you, words I couldn't tell you, I miss you)

Annyeongira malhaedo meolji anhayo nan forever in your heart (Even though I'm saying goodbye, I'm not far away I'm forever in your heart)

I wiped my tears when I realize I've done with my performance. The reaction from audience really unexpected when they clapped really hard and even stood up. JYP as one of the judge on that night also stood up while clapping.

I bowed to them. I looked to Got7's side. They were standing there and clapping along but with different expression. Mark oppa and Jinyoung oppa turned their head away and I can't avoid from thinking the probability that they were crying too. Jackson oppa suddenly wipe his face quickly when realize I'm looking at them. Youngjae, Bambam and Yugyeom smiled to me but I don't think that a genuine smile from them and I think I could see some crystal-like in their eyes. Jaebum oppa... he looked at me with undefined face before then smile to me while lifting his thumbs up.