I Got Love For A Thug

It aint easy

Later that night..

Aaliyah,

I was sitting home alone being really bored. Alvae was gone hustling like he always does which was getting tired. But i felt the need to get in contact with Dartez since we havent been hanging out like old days. Its like we met our boyfriends and parted. Its all about to change though. I decided to text her with an idea i had brainstormed.

me: hey boo? where were you today? but hmm, i miss you! i was thinking we could hang. And im sorry for missing your call. Alvae and i were busy ;) but i think you, Deedy and i should go see a movie this weekend or hit the beach. Lets leave the guys behind on this one! just let me know..

I hope she hits me back because i know she stressed with this August crap. I just wonder where she staying..

August,

Terry, Alvae and I been hustling a lot more lately. We was getting low on money and the streets was missin me. I walked into the traphouse seeing thirteen naked wemon bagging, cooking and cutting up the crack. I walked to the back office and Terry was sitting in the chair taking a phone call.

"Tell that nigga if he want beef then me and my crew fuckin down! He know where the fuck we be at cuz we sure aint hard to find!"

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"Fuck you with a pool stick and anybody else coming behind you or that got a damn problem!" Terry said before hanging up. I signed. "You done my nigga?" i asked him. "Yeah. These niggas talking shit. Playing with our money. Swan and his boys owe us over two thousand" he told me and i snapped. "We gone take care of this tomorrow." i said. "But aye i gotta go." i added then dapped him up before leaving out the office door.

When i made it to my car, i called Dartez to see if she would answer. I called her exactly thirtyfour times today and i texted her eleven times. In the back of my mind i was thinking she might be with another nigga but Dartez wasnt like that. I knew this almost for a fact. She probably with her parents or at a hotel or something. But it doesnt matter, i need to hear her voice NOW! But i gotta stop at the local supermarket and by some tv dinners since Dartez gone.

Dartez,

"Chris im gonna run to the store to buy something to put in my hotel room." i told him getting up. "No Dartez! You dont need to be there alone. You can stay here."

"I caaaant! I gotta be alone. Besides, im still with August. This is just separation. No matter what he did, i cant be here with you like this. He already thinks something is up." i explained to him. "You right. I respect that. But can i have a hug before you go?" he asked with his arms out. I smirked and gave him a hug. Before i could walk off, Chris pulled me in and smashed my lips into his. This felt terribly wrong but i didnt have the strength to stop him. I pulled away and looked him in the eyes for an answer, anything.

"What was that for?" i asked him in disbelief of what had just happened. "Im sorry. That was too much." he confessed. I didnt say anything.  I just grabbed my purse and walked out his house. Hiding things dont sit well with me. It will eat me up inside until i finally tell someone and i knew this was the same case.  I just cant imagine telling August something in thr cheating nature with me and another guy. Even though he did something that he will never be able to take back.

At the supermarket..

I walked into Winn Dixie and grabbed a cart. I roamed the store looking for anything that could go into my mini frig. I grabbed hotdogs, tv dinners, hotwings, lunch meat and bread. Now i just needed roman noodles. That should have been the first thing i got! I approached the noodles and noticed they were at the top shelf. I reached and reached but did not succeed on getting those noodles.