I Got Love For A Thug

Closer

That night...

Dartez,

I made August hold me all night as i cried into his chest. I just wish everything would go away! Why cant i be happy? I want a normal life. Not this. "I love you babe. I need you forever. I just hope you never leave me like the rest did." i cried. August squeezed me tighter to him. "Pssssh. You cant be stressing. My lil one in their." he told me then squeezed my ass then kissed my forehead. I moaned and drifted off to bed.

Next morning, school.

August,

Me and Dartez woke up and got dressed for school. First we showered together. Usually we get real nasty in the morning but she wasnt in the mood. Things were different when she wasnt herself. I watched her as she brushed her soft curly hair in the mirror. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist then rubbed her spot. "Why you acting all salty?" i whispered in her ear. She turned and faced me.

"Im not. Im just not in the mood." she said. I signed. "You ready?" i asked. She nodded and we grabbed our bags and left out. We got to school and i helped her out. We spotted Aaliyah and Alvae. Soon as Aaliyah approched Dartez, she noticed the pug in Dartez's stomach.

"No my bitch is not pregnant!" she yelled. Dartez weakly smiled and nodded yes. "Im five months." she said. Aaliyah squealed and pulled her into a hug. Shortly after Deedy walked up. "Can i borrow my sister for a sec." she said pulling Dartez by her hand, off into the building. I slapped her on the ass as she walked away.

Deedy,

"So you heard about dad?" i asked Dartez as we stopped in front of the drink machine. "Yeah i heard yesterday." she cried softly. "We gotta be strong baby. Daddy gonna make it."

"I know. But its really hard for me. I just got my dad back. The last thing i want to happen is for us to lose each other again." Dartez said. I dried up her tears and pulled her back into the cafeteria. We sat and acted as if nothing was wrong.

"So when were we gonna find out that Dartez was pregnant by you nigga?" Terry asked smartly. "Now!" Dartez blurted. He scuffed. The bell rang for class and we went our separate ways. But Terry walked me to my class and gave me a sweet kiss before leaving. I love him oh so much.

Aaliyah,

I sat in American history thinking about a way to tell Alvae that i was pregnant for a guy name Lane that i had met. Fuck!! This gonna break his heart. I dont wanna lose Alvae. I just fucked up one night. I was at this hotel party and i got drunk and things went from there. I know he wont buy that shit but its the truth. Ill just have to come out with it

Alvae,

I barely could stay focused in class. I had been noticing how Aaliyah been sick and throwing up lately. I think shes pregnant. At first i was nervous about it but i think i can handle being a dad. Im just wondering how she havent came out with it yet because im pretty sure that she knows that i know about it.

August,

I was planning on taking Dartez to the fair in town today. Then this weekend im was gonnna fly her on a private jet to the Bahamas for a quick three day vacation. But i also needed to go to make a deal with this big drug lord down there. Dartez dont need to know about that part though. She already thinks i put work before her which i DONT! I just wanna make her happy because i know i been fucking up A LOT lately. Dartez going through a lot too. She's pregnant and her dad's life is at risk.

"Mister Addison, can you answer the question?" my teacher asked. "Hmm yeah. What was the question again?" i asked knowing my ass wasnt paying attention. Math was like reading Chinese.

"The square root of 69?" she asked me. "8 sumn, right? Cuz i been tryna work it out. Naaaa!" i said in my Drake voice.  "Get out of my class, now!" she ordered. I got my things and hit the door. I went and chilled behind the Agg building.

This was the place i always hide out if i get kicked out of class or if im skipping. I decided to text Dartez and tell her to meet me back here

"You busy doin that school work bae?" i texted.

"Yes! You should be doing the same

Whos class are you in?"

"I was in Mrs.Belenair. She kicked me out so im thugging behind the Agg building wanna join?"

"Ill come when the bell ring. Class ends in four more minutes."

"Okay. Ill be waiting"

I put my earphones in and blasted my music until Dartez arrived. Shortly after i saw her coming around the corner smiling with a banana in her hand. I pushed my lip and hand out, begging for a piece. She rolled her eyes and broke a piece of the banana off and put it into my mouth. My baby treated me good!

We talked for some time, made out, talk some more and did some more making out. We decussed a lot. I felt like i got closer to Dartez today. Im kinda glad i got kicked out of class and skipped.

"I have a surprise for you tomorrow. Be ready for it. Im taking you somewhere." i told her as i held her in my arms from behind. She sat in between my legs. "Where? Should i dress nice?" she asked. "Nah just wear something comfortable." i told her. We had another two hours of school left. I could see Dartez falling off to sleep. "Wanna get outta here and go home?" i asked her. She nodded half way sleep and i carried her on my back to the car.

We made it home and stripped to our underwear and cuddled. "August, i can feel your dick." she said out of no where. "So what? You dont seem to have a problem with it when its inside you."

"Can you move it! It feels strange." she whinned. "Nah, you'll live baby girl." She signed and fell asleep. I stayed up a little longer and thought about the future. I been thinking about leaving this drug game but i gotta get my money up. Ever since i met Dartez, i aint been hustling much. But she thinks im in the streets way too much. If she would have been met me then she would have went crazy because some days i worked from sun up to that bitch went down.

But now that im bringing a kid into this world, i gotta change. Ima make a few more hits just to get my paper right then im out! I want my child to have a person to look up to and wanna be like. I dont want them to see a drug dealer, beat down thug when they see they father. Because thats exactly what i saw when i looked at my dad when i was younger.