I Got Love For A Thug

love is for sukas

Back in Cali....

August,

The three days that i had spent with Dartez was amazing. So much went down and i feel like we grew even closer to each other. Words won't ever be able to describe how much i love my babe.

We got home and Dartez flopped straight on the bed. "Unpacking? Ughh, cant take it right now Aug." Dartez told me with one eye open. "I got it baby. You just rest." i told her. I know that flight got her tired and the pregnancy thing and all so ill do the unpacking.

After i unpacked everything, i came and layed down by Dartez as i looked at her while she rested. "Aye baby. Ima be out for a lil while, you good here by yourself?" i asked in a sweet voice. Lately Dartez hormones been kicking my ass. I didnt wanna upset her. She nodded while she was still half sleep. "Okay im out." i gave her a kiss on the forehead and left. I hit up Terry and Alvae and told them ill be at the trap shortly.

I got to the trap and walked to the back office passing up the naked bitches that were bagging and loading the work. "Sup niggas." i say. "How the trip go?" Terry asked. I rubbed the back of my neck and smirked. "Lets just say Dartez will be on bed rest for a few days." i laughed and joked. "Damn nigga. How my twin doin anyway?" Alvae asked. I threw him a thumbs up.

I didnt tell anyone how i preposed to Dartez. I know Alvae and Terry gone damn near pass the fuck out. I was always the player in the click, now im the one who done settled.

"Yall fools not gone believe my black ass when i tell you this." i spoke out. They both sat up. "What happen?" Alvae asked. I signed and rubbed my neck. "I asked Dartez to marry me. So its offical." i squeezed out. "Awh man, congratulations bro. I cant lie, im happy for you."  Terry said. "Ya me too. Congratulations lil nigga. We gone be the best men." Alvae said. I nodded. "Already fools but aye, lets get this paper." i told them. We all got up and got the work that was ready to be sold.

I was on the block from three oclock to one in the morning making money. I had made over four thousand. It was late and i know Dartez probably worried sick so ima take my ass home. As i walked to my car, i checked my phone. I had six text mesages and two missed calls from Dartez.

Dartez: Where did you go Aug?

Dartez: August you motherfucker, answer me!!

Dartez: I need you.

Dartez: Im in a lot of pain and i need you here to hold me baby.

Dartez: Are you ignoring me August? Im about to call your damn mother.

Dartez:Ok August i know i been tripping the past 24 hours because of the hormone thing but im sorry bae. You know i still love your black ass.

Dartez ass is bipolar. I shook my head and laughed at the same time. One day this girl gone be the death of me. I got home and all the lights were out. I guess Dartez was sleep. I walked into the bedroom and she was sleep with a bucket of icecream next to her.

I ran the shower and got in. I took a good shower for about twenty minutes then got out. I walked into the room with just a towel around my wet body. I looked over at Dartez and she was now woke.

"Where you be at? Fucking some hoes?" she said. I slammed the draw shut. "Dont start that shit girl. You know damn well i ain't been doing shit. But what i have been doing is making sure yo ass stay satisfied!"

"August fuck you! You wanna play faithful but you cant even keep it real with me!" she yelled. "Keep it real?? I aint the one that been texting non stop for the last three days! Dont talk about keeping it real. Who the hell you been texting?" i snatched her phone. "Non of your damn business now give me my phone!" she reached for the phone but i was too busy reading messages with her and a nigga name Zay.

"WHO THE FUCK IS ZAY, DARTEZ? HUH? OH BUT I CANT KEEP IT REAL!" i yelled. As i went further down in the messages, i got more upset. I threw the phone across the room not giving a damn if it broke or not and walked out. "August where you going!? We not done!"

"Yes the fuck we are. You wanna play with these niggas that dont give two fucks about you then so be it. Lets see if they gone have your back when im gone." i said the slammed then door and left.

This what i get for loving. This was my fault. I shouldn't have trusted. I knew this love shit was for sukas! But im in love with Dartez so i dont know what to do. Its this love hate thing between her and i. I hate Dartez so damn much but my love for her over powers the hate. This shit sounds all gay and soft but love makes you this way. Ill do anything for Dartez... ANYTHING.

Dartez,

When August left me there looking stupid, my heart broke a little more. "What have i done?" i asked myself. I might have ruined my marriage and my relationship with August. I want him to forgive me for my stupid actions though. I wasnt thinking. Zay was nothing. Just something to do when theres nothing to do.. I didnt think it would cause August to leave me. But this what i get for having love for a thug. I knew love was for sukas. I should have listened to my first mind. Now look at me. Im sitting here feeling as if someone stabbed me in the heart.

I decided to go see my best friend.

No not Aaliyah, Chris. Even though he kissed me i couldnt be mad. That was him showing his emotions. I arrived to his place and knocked on the door. He opened the door with only pants pajamas on. "Can i come in and talk?" i asked. He pulled me inside and to the sofa.

"Everything straight? You good?" he begin to ask. Tears poured from my eyes. I shook my head no. Chris hugged me and rubbed my back. "Tell me." he said. I sniffed as i dried up the tears. "He read some text messages... and now hes gone Chris... hes leaving me." i said. I cried a little more just from the thought of losing August forever.

"Hush up Dartez. No one is leaving." he told me. We looked into eachothers eyes then Chris looked down at my pregnant belly. "You really think hes gonna leave his baby behind?" he questioned. It made me think... Would August leave me with the baby? "Im not even sure." i told Chris. He slowly kissed my forehead. "If it was mine, i wouldnt." he said then kissed my cheek. I have to be honest with myself, Chris made me feel a certain way.

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