Chapter 12
Nicole's POV:
I finally got the song done. I wrote the title. Unsteady. We have a concert today. After Sadie helped me cover up the marks on my neck we headed out.
"Hey Ash. I just wanted to thank you for comforting me last night." I said hugging him.
"Anytime Love." He said. I changed into my outfit. I wrapped my flannel around my waist. And got my hair put in a pony tail.
"Replay your on in 1 minuet." Someone said. Sadie kissed Michael goodbye and we walked out.
"ARE YOU READY TO REPLAY THIS NIGHT!" Sadie yelled.
"The pun already." I said.
"Why yes." Sadie said.
"Why did I agree to this..... LETS ROCK!" I said. We played song after song. Until we got to the end.
"Usually we would stop here, but we have a new song for you guys." Sadie said. A piano was put on stage and I walked to it.
"This song goes out to the broken. You all know who you are. Remember that I love you. All of you." I said.
"This song is called Unsteady and is written by Nicole." Sadie said. Quinn went behind my drums.
"Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady" Sadie sang
"Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home" I sang
"If you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go" both
"Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady" Sadie sang
"Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying" I sang
"But if you love me, don't let go
Whoa, if you love me, don't let go" both sang
"Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady" I sang
"Hold, hold on, hold onto me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady." Both sang
I hadn't realized I started crying until I heard.
"DON'T CRY NICOLE!"
"WE LOVE YOU NIKKI!"
"YOU INSPIRE US!"
"YOU SAVED MY LIFE."
"YOU MADE IT THIS FAR! DONT GIVE UP!"
"You guys don't know how much you really mean to me. If it weren't for you Replay wouldn't exist. Lately my life got fucked with, but you and the people on this tour made me really remember who I am! I LOVE ALL YOU!" I said wiping my tears. Sadie came in for a hug. All of the sudden I feel others join.
"You did amazing." Ashton said.
"GROUP HUG!" Calum yelled on stage.
"You are know a part of this family." Luke said.
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Later
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"You really did amazing." Ashton told me.
"Thank you Ash. Really." I said.
"I'm here for you." He said. I'm falling so hard for him. He doesn't even notice it. Why does it have to be so hard to let a guy know about your feelings for him. The chance of rejection is so intense that you fight the urge to tell him. The what ifs come in and you just panic. This is the one thing I haven't told Ash. That I'm in love with him. Can he even notice how I look into his eyes. How I want to kiss his lips. How attractive he is when he bites his lip. When he wears his glasses. How that when we cuddle I never want it to end.
"Nikki you alright, love." Ashton asked.
"Hmm what. Oh I'm fine. Just thinking." I said smiling.
"About." He said.
"After Tour." I lied. Why is he so attractive. I should really thank his mother. For making this wonderful creation.(A/n PREACH)
"We can still hang." He said.
"I know." I said again. It's gonna be hard if I can't get you out of my mind.
"Your spacing out again." Ashton said.
"Sorry. I have a lot on my mind." I said.
"It's fine." He chuckles.
I should really tell him before it's too late.
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Skinny Love
أدب الهواةNicole Hailey Ross grew up in London. With her best friend well actually adopted sister Sadie. Nicole is a year older than Sadie. Nicole is 21 and Sadie is 20. Nicole and Sadie are in a band. Replay. She's the drummer and Sadie is the guitarist. In...
