The Feeling (Newt x Reader)

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- Y/N Perspective -

     My body lay unconscious while I screamed from the inside. It was like I was awake but on the outside, I wasn't. I tried to move but I couldn't. I could only hear silence. It was always quiet in the glass-walled room, given it was sound proof but it was a different kind of quiet that I sensed. An eerie quiet. What happened to everyone? The last time I was conscious, a whole bunch of men in black suits started shooting everyone. Wait, those people were watching the glade... What's going to happen to the glade?! I started to scream at the top of my lungs even though I knew that nobody would hear me. All of a sudden, I heard a loud whirring sound followed by quiet, familiar voices and slow footsteps. It sounded like there was a group. They sounded like they were looking around when suddenly I heard an even more familiar voice. Ava.
"Congratulations on completing the maze trials. My name is Dr. Ava Paige and I am the head of the World Catastrophe Killzone Department. You don't remember this but the world outside has been scorched by the sun. The world population has decreased exponentially due the sun. From this devastation, arose a deadly disease we call the flare. It infects the brain, making its victims become irrationally insane, zombie-like. We have been trying to find a cure and recently, a generation has proven that a cure is possible. Over time we tested this generation and experimented under harsh conditions to try and find a way to explain why this generation was so different. To explain why you are so different. Unfortunately this process has been time consuming, we are hoping to find the cure before it is too late for us. But for you, it may not be. Always remember, W.C.K.D. is good." As she spoke the last word if her speech I heard a loud bang, startling me. I screamed even more hoping I would wake myself up to see what was going on but I had no luck. After a while of listening to the quiet chatter, I heard footsteps coming closer towards me. As the footsteps slowly came closer and closer a voice from a second person, not far away, spoke.
"What do you see, Newt?" As i recognized Athena's familiar voice, my heart started to race. Holy shuck, it's actually Newt and Athena.. They found me!
"It's a girl." Newt replied to Athena. The sound of his voice made my heart race faster and faster. "Hold on a minute.." I felt him getting closer and closer. Oh, how I wanted to pull him into a hug. I felt Newt brush hair off my face. The touch of his hand sent a shiver down my spine, he made me want more. IT'S ME NEWT, I'M NOT DEAD PLEASE, DON'T LEAVE ME HERE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I NEVER DIED NEWT SAVE ME! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PLEASE SAVE ME!! I pleaded desperately, hoping it would somehow reach Newt but nothing came out of my mouth. My body didn't even flinch. Suddenly Newt started to speak after a moment of silence. His voice shook nervously.
     "Y/N?! Holy shuck, it's actually you wake up!!" He shook me to wake me up and I hoped it would work. I heard quick footsteps, pacing and I guessed it was Athena. She spoke quickly, asking questions that Newt didn't have answers to. ATHENA, NEWT, I'M ALIVE AND AWAKE MY BODY IS PARALYZED, THE PEOPLE HERE, THEY GAVE ME DRUGS PLEASE HELP! I felt tears coming down in frustration. GET ME OUT OF HERE. WHY CAN'T I SHUCKING WAKE UP?! I cried and cried, as I felt Newt's gentle hands caress my face. I probably looked like I was dying, all that the people gave me were drugs. My heart broke at the thought of Newt seeing me like this. He probably thinks I'm dead. I cried even harder until suddenly I felt my body shake. I tried to stop but I couldn't. My thoughts were interrupted as memories flashed quickly through my mind. It was like watching a movie that was on fast-forward but it was way too fast for me to focus on anything. I felt my body shake more violently by the minute until all of the sudden, it was like the movie had fast-forwarded to the end. My mind went blank.