(Emily's p.o.v)
It was the next day. Me and Colson were on our way to the airport. He insisted on getting a private jet since this will be the first time I will be traveling around the world.
I'm falling for Colson everyday. And their is nothing I can do. We only known each other for over a week and it's like we can't live without each other. And that scares me. This is what I didn't want to happen. And it's already to late.
We were boarding the jet. It was just me and Colson. I guess the other crew were going to meet us in California. That's where his first show was.
I guess his manager said she added more shows to the point where we will be gone for a month. I already talked to my mom about it and she had no problem since I'll be nineteen in three weeks. She's upset that she all missed my birthday but I'll told her when I get back me and her can have a special weekend for us. She was excited and all over that. She's already making plans. I don't blame her though.
"Whatcha thinking about baby girl"? Colson asked me.
"Ah, everything and anything. Whatever just pops in my head" I told him truthfully.
"Well don't think to much. I don't want me baby girl to stress. You know I'm here for you. Everything will go well."
He cared so much. It was nice and weird at the same time. The way he calls me these sweet Nick. Weird part his that he never did this till after I tried to commit suicide. I mean I think he said it once or twice before. But now he does it more often.
Is he just trying to make me feel good. Or is he speaking the truth. Ugh. This is why I hate over thinking.
I shook the negative thoughts away. " I know, and thank you Colson. So much. I could of paid for my stuff. But thinks".
"Nahhh no problem babe. Money is nothing."
After four hour flight we landed in California. The flight attendant and Kells helped carried my stuff to the car.
We had to meet the rest of Kells crew and friends at the hotel. I was nervous. Only friends I met so far was dub and he was pretty chill. I hope the rest liked me.
***4 hours later***
So I met the rest of Kells friends and crew. Also his brother. Witch he was pretty funny and cute. I still have my eyes on someone else though.
"Shit shit shit, babe, we gotta go were late for the show!! Get changed and put your shoes on." Colson ran to the room and started doing was he told me to do.
"Alright on it"! I jumped off the bed and did as I was told.
We finally arrived at the show. Thank god we made it on time. Colson was just about to get on stage and perform before I stopped him.
"Aye, Colson"! He turned around.
"Yes babe, make it quick I gotta get out there".
"I gave him a hugged and kissed his cheek. Fuck shit up!"
I think he was blushing. I'm gonna act like I didn't see that. He smiled down at me. "That's what I'm talking about"! He yelled and ran up on stage.
After a couple hours the show was keen. And damn did he do great.
I was walking to the back to grab a cup of water. I turned around to see Colson walking up to me. "That was Fucking dope man" he said to me.
"I bet it was". He grabbed my cup of water and dumped it on him to cool himself off. "Aye, I was gonna drink that!!"
"Oh you were......oops" he said sarcastically and gave me a cheeky smile. He did what I thought he would never do.
He hugged me.
"No matter how bad I wanna say ew and push your sweating wet body off of me. I'm not gonna. I love hugging you." I said into his chest. Loving the sound of his heart beat. I swear it puts me into ease.
"Feelings mutual babe".
We hugged for another minute enjoying each other till me and Colson got soaked.
"Really dude"? I gave Colsons brother a death glare.
"Oh come on babe, let's have a little water fight. You too bro."
"Don't call her babe. She's mine." Colson said sternly to his brother. since when was I his and what's with the attitude change all the sudden?
"Oh, my bad didn't know you guys were dating already" he said.
"We're not" I said back instantly.
He gave me a mother questioning look and through me and color two water guns. "Wwaaarrr" I yelled.
I turned to Colson to see why he was quite all the sudden. Then I see him with a sad expression. What the hell? Did my comment hurt him? Well it was true. We aren't even together. And I don't wanna be.
I decided to spray him with my water gun to get him out of his thoughts. He looked at me surprised. "Oops, I gave him a toothless smile."
"Ohhhh you are so on babe". And for the past hour we played water fight.
We decided to go back to the hotel and shower.
I got out of the shower to hear voices. You could tell they were trying to be quite. I peeked around the corner to see Colson and his other friend talking.
"Oh come on dude, you know you wanna go out tonight. You need to get laid" Colsons friend told him.
"Nah man. I'm bot feeling if tonight. I just wanna stay with Emily and watch movies. Y'all can go out without me. I'm fine here" Colson commented back.
"Bruh, are you sure your okay".
"I'm fine. Now go."
"Ight then nigga, see you in the morning". They gave each bro hugs and his Friend left.
I ran into the bedroom where me n him share and jumped on the bed and got on my phone like was doing something.
Maybe I was wrong about him. I judged him to quickly. He came in and turned on the TV and changed and channel he wanted it on. He sat next to me and cuddled up to me.
"Where is everyone" I asked.
"out".
"And you didn't go with, why"?
"I didn't want to, I just wanna cuddle got and watch TV".
"You sick"?
He sat up and looked at me. "No I'm not sick. It's not illegal to skip and night out and hang out with my best friend." He laid back down on me and didn't say another word for the rest of the night.
After a while I feel into a deep sleep.
