(Emily's p.o.v)
"A-are you sure you want me to meet your mom today?" Today is Monday. Right now I'm giving Colson a little pep talk before he comes inside to meet my mom.
Nervous was understatement. Colson was shaking. He couldn't even talk to me right now without stuttering. It was cute though. Seeing him trying his best to impress my mom. He wanted everything to go perfect. But all I want him to do is be himself.
I looked up to Colson and gave him a insuring smile. "Yes Colson, I'm sure I want it to be today. Just relax. Breathe in and out. And please just be yourself. Whatever questions she ask, answer truthfully. I promise she will like you better if you're yourself. Now come on let's go".
I grabbed his hand and tightened it to resure everything was going to be okay. We walk in and stand in the living room. He looked around like he did when we first meet. I ushered him to sit on the couch.
"Hold on a second babe. Let me go get my mom". I gave him a kiss on the cheek and left to go find her.
She was on the other side of the house. In the kitchen actually. Making lunch for the kids. "Colsons here mom". She turned around and smiled. "Well I'm cooking right now. Have him come in the kitchen if that okay". She turned around and continued doing what she was doing.
"Okay" I said. And walked to where Colson was sitting.
"My moms in the kitchen cooking at the moment so she wants you to meet her on there."
"Alright" he said. We walked into the kitchen. "Mom" I said. She turned around and turned down the music. "Like the music Mrs. Davis"? Colson asked. My mom was actually listening to one of Colsons songs.
"Emily got me into your music. It's inspiring. I love it. Oh and please just call me Didi". She smiled at him.
After a few minutes into the conversation I was starting to feel left out since they were all in the conversation. I decided to let them be while I go chill on the living room when they were done.
I was on twitter DMing Justin actually. It's been almost a hour since Colson came. I forgave Justin and now we're just talking about random stuff. Yeah I know, why the Fuck am I talking to him? We decided to be just friends. He accepted that I love Colson and he won't get a chance to be with me.
So as I was saying I was currently talking to Justin when Colson walked in. I shut my phone off and put it in my pocket before he saw who it was.
He gave me a what the Fuck look. "Who were you talking to baby girl".
"Just Lizzy" I said.
"Okay then. Well go say bye to your mom. We're leaving. And I'll put your bag in the back of the car while you so that. "Okay babe thanks".
My mom walked in and we said our goodbyes.
I got in th car and Colson was just staring out there. He was probably thinking.
"Who were you really talking to"? Colson asked.
"Lizzy babe, like I said. She said she missed me and wanted to hang out soon".
"Okay sorry. I was just making sure. Sorry".
"It's okay babe".
Then we drove off. On the way to Colsons I couldn't stop thinking. I lied to him. But I had to. I didn't want to fight in front of my mom, in her house. And I didn't want to tell him that me and Bieber boy was talking. Oh and that we're friends. Yeah, I really don't think he will like that. I'll tell him soon though.
After our 4 hour drive we made it. Colson grabbed my back for me and carried it to his room. "Who said I wanted to sleep with you in the same bed"? I asked sarcastically. "You have no choice baby girl" Colson said and then winked at me.
He walked up and raped his arms around my waste while I got on my toes and raped my arms around his neck. "So how was the talk with my mom? Were you honest?" I asked him.
"It was good and yes I was honest. I think she likes me" he said with a big grin.
"Oh I know she does haha".
"Alright enough with the talk and kiss me". He said.
He didn't let me protest. He slammed his lips on mine. His soft pink lips. About a minute or two the kiss started getting heated. Colson picked me up and laid me on his bed.
He started unbuttoning his dress shirt and taking his off. Showing me his beautiful tattoos. He was a work of art.
He attached his lips and started pulling my shirt up. Lift my bra up, feeling my breast. He started to take my shirt off, then I realized what he was doing. I pushed him off. "No, stop. Not today. I-I'm not ready". "But I thought you weren't a virgin"?
"I'm not. I'm just not ready to have sex with you yet. I can't just jump in having sex with you. Give me time. Please"? "R-right". He looked upset.
I put my head down. I was ready. God, I was more then ready but I was scared. Scared if I wasn't good enough. Scared he wasn't going like the body the way it looked. I was insecure.
I put my head up and saw him ready looking at me. Wide eyed. Then he covered it with anger and sadness. Wait what?
He then grabbed me and pulled me to the bathroom. He stripped me. I could tell he was pissed. "Colson, wait stop! Please stop! What the hell Colson Baker!" After he was done stripping me. All that was left was my bra and underwear. I felt so ashamed.
I looked down while he put my head up and made me look at myself in the mirror. "Look at yourself. Look at every inch of your face and body. Do you Fucking see what I see Emily? I see a gorgeous girl. So beautiful. So flawless. I see nothing wrong with you. You are Fucking perfect to me. Fuck what everyone says. I love you the way you are." He said sternly.
I looked over to Colson who was still looking at me through the mirror. Then he looked at me. I couldn't hold it in. I attacked his lips and jumped into his arms.
He was surprised but kissed back and carried to me to bed and laid me down.
"Are you sure" he asked.
"100% Colson" I said truthfully.
She smiled and finished taking the rest of my clothes off and took his off.
And you know what happens next...
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It is final that this book will only have twenty chapters. No their be no sequel. I will try my best and make these chapters longer since I will have four more chapters till this book ends. Read read read read! :)
