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(Colsons p.o.v)
Last night was dope as shit. Got fucked up and fucked some bitch. She just left an hour ago. I looked down at my phone to see what time it was and it was 6:03 am. Well shit. Mind as well get a few hours of sleep.
I walked in my hotel room to see Emily soundly sleeping. So I decided to lay next to her and cuddle up to her
**3 hours later**
I woke up with a hung over. But it really didn't bother me as much since I'm use to it. I looked next to me to see Emily not laying there. She must be showering.
I got out of bed and got clothes to shower. I walked in the bathroom to see Emily not there. Hmm.
After I got out of the shower I walked out into the living room to see Emily in the kitchen looking down at her food. Just playing with it. Her face was emotionless. I wonder what's wrong with her.
"What's up baby girl" I walked up to her.
She got up from the table. Dumped her food in the trash and put her plate and fork in the sink. Looked up to me and stared straight into my eyes. "That's not my name. My name is Emily". Then she just walked away.
I followed behind her. "Okay, what the hell"? No answer.
"Where are you going"? I asked her while she was putting her shoes on.
"Out. Your brother and I are having a little adventure today before the show tonight and before we leave tomorrow morning".
"Well hold up, I'll go with you."
She walked up to me "no. I just want it to be me and your brother."
"What the hell? No way. I'm going. He has a thing for you." Now I was getting pissed.
He pushed me out of her way and turned around to look at me. "Well maybe I have a thing for him". She just turned around and walked out the door.
Now my blood was boiling. But wait, why was I getting so pissed off. I don't like her. Do I? God I was so confused. But why was she so ma-. Waaaait........it's because I fucked that chick? So she likes me? This was the only conclusion I could think of.
God, but I can't get into a relationship. I don't get tied down. Especially my past relationship.
Now why the Fuck do I feel so guilty. We're not even together. No no no no. I don't love her. No! I can't. I won't.
"Fuck"!!! I yelled and pulled on to my hair. I sat down on the bed and put my head into my hands. "I'm so confused" I said to myself.
I heard someone walk in the room then stopped. I look to see slim stand in the door way leaning against it with his arms crossed his chest.
"What up bro" he asked me.
"It's Emily man" I told him truthfully. I could tell slim, dub and my brother everything. Plus my princess Casey.
"Let me get a wild guess" He thought for a second then looked at me.
"You like Emily but you're confused because it's soon. And your scared of hurting her if you two got into a relationship. Oh and because what happened on your last relationship." He told me.
He got most of it right.
"Damn man. You're Fucking right. But their is more. She left with my brother a few minutes ago. And I know he has a thing for her. I told her I was going. She said no she just wants them two. I said no because I know my bro has a thing for you and she Fucking said she might have a thing for him to. Like what the Fuck man. Does she like me and she just trying to get me jealous? Or does she actually like my brother back"?
I was getting upset by talking more about this.
He sat next to then looked at me. "Well man, it's one of those two. You just have to figure it out yourself but you had to do something wrong for her to do that."
"I bring a random chick in and fucked her in the kitchen on the counter. She walked in on us. I don't know if that is it though bro." I told him.
"It might be. Just talked to her man. Look I'm going back go bed. This hung over is killing me." He got up and gave me a bro hug.
"Yeah yeah, I'll probably do the same till Emily comes home. I think I'm going to take your advice."
"Good luck bro" then he walked out.
I sighed and decided to just go back to sleep till Emily comes back.
**8 hours later**
I woken up by the sound of laughter. I looked down at my phone to see what time it was. 5:09pm. Couple more hours till the show. Mind as well get ready. First I gotta talk to Emily. It must of been Emily and my brother that walked in.
I walked out onto the living room to see Emily and my brother. Laughing about something. They were on the couch close to each other. To close. And I didn't like that. Fuck this jealous shit. I walked up beyond the couch.
"Ahem!" They both turned around.
I looked down at Emily. "Can I talk to you." I asked her.
"S-sure". She looked down at my brother Rook. "Be right back". She smiled at him and followed me into the room.
After she walked in and I shut the door behind her. She sat on the bed and I did the same.
I didn't know how to start it off. I didn't know what to say or how to say it. I was a little bit confused myself. But I had to say something before it was to late.
I uh. God damn it! I like you Emily...". She turned to me and gave me a surprised look. "Really"? She asked me. "Yes really. God, I know its hard to believe. But I have been thinking about it. And it's true. I like you. I like you a lot. I tried so hard not to. The way you have been treating me has been great. No one has treated me like that since......well shit, since never. And I fell for you. It's kinda hard to say all this. I'm not really good with my feelings."
"R-really? Oh my god." She said. Then it looked like something hit her. She looked at me and gave a totally different look.
"What"? I asked.
"It's J-just that. You're not like that. You don't do relationships. You don't commit or get tied down. You're machine gun Kelly aka Richard Colson Baker. You Fuck and chuck. I don't want to get hurt. Are you sure about your feelings Colson"?
I thought about it for a minute. "I'm more then sure". She gave me a big smile and hugged me. I pulled back. "So what does this mean"? I asked her.
"I wanna know more about you first. Spend more time with you. And your daughter."
The thought of her wanting to meet my daughter made me smile. "Okay, will you Emily go on a date with me tomorrow night"?
She put her hand on her chest and did a surprised look. "Did Colson just asked me on a date? I must be dreaming.". "Yes I did and no you're not". She kissed me on the cheek.
"But wait, one more thing. That girl I fucked. I'm sorry. If I made you jealous or hurt you I'm sorry. And don't tell me I didn't. I know I did. I don't want me dick in no one else's pussy but yours." She blushed and covered her face. "Stop it" she said.
After our talk we left for me show. Went gone and went to bed. I guess you could say I'm falling in love with her. Since I haven't gone to a strip club or a bar since I gotten close to her. I don't know if I should be happy or scared.
One way to find out....
