Yandere! Twins x Reader

A/N Confession: Depression and Anxiety

I know I told you all I wasn't one to complain, especially because I know a lot of you most likely hate it when this happens but..... I need to let something out. If you don't like depressing things, then don't read this.

I suffer from anxiety (inherited through blood) and extreme bipolar depression.

For as long as I can remember, I would always get these extreme bouts of sadness, anxiousness, and suicidal behaviors.

However, the day I signed up for Wattpad, the day all of you read my books and began to follow me.... It made me feel needed in this world.

I understand that others go through worse things everyday, and I respect everyone that is able to walk out of it with their heads held high.

Unfortunately, I am not one of those people. For as long as I had this account, each and every follower, reader, voter, and commenter had been my inspiration, my will to live. But it gets harder and harder to push through every time.

Do not fear, though. This is not a suicide note. I just thought it was time to be honest with you all.

I am not a stable being, nor am I as amazing as some of you have come to believe.

Honestly, I wish that I could meet each and every one of you individually, so I can see the faces of everyone who enjoys the complete bullshit I write on this crappy account. I want to be able to face you all one day and thank you, to show the appreciation I have for the time you take out of your lives to read this book.

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. It means so much to know just how many of you care enough to keep reading on.

-Kyoki Rivers