Blurbs // 5sos ◊✎

drunk and sad - AFI // LRH

Bestfriend!ashton getting a call at three AM from you and when he picks up he doesn't know what to expect, but he certainly wasn't expecting to hear the sobs admitting from the other end. He's used to you calling him drunk every once in a while, but never has he been woke to the spine chilling sobs that are escaping your mouth. He'd sigh and ask you where you were so he could come get you, he wasn't bothered as he understood where this was coming from, him and the other boys had all been having a hard time with it, but none of them were to the point of unfunctionablitiy as you were. He'd give you a minute to pull yourself together before he asked you once more where you were, "come on Y/N breath it's okay just tell me where you are I'll come get you we can get through it okay, you only have to hurt a little bit longer" and he'd wait for your sobs to die down to an almost steady breathing to grab his Keys and get out to his car, rushing to you because, god you're so stupid. He knew this would happen if you ever went there but you did it anyways. They all knew you wouldn't be able to handle it, and so did you. Which is why you got drunk before you walked yourself there. You had only thought of going there but your body took over once it was tipsy, and you no longer had much control over where you were going. She when he found you curled up in one of Lukes old sweatshirts, sound asleep resting against his grave, he took a moment to look around and let it sink in as well. So he'd pick you up and lean himself back against Lukes grave and finally let the tears fall because it had been absolute hell to deal with your best mate dying, but it hit him the hardest to see you such a mess over the boy you were so deeply in love with, the boy who was dead now.