All he ever wanted to do was to escape.
Escaping from feelings and problems, he couldn't deal with.
Music is his only best friend but only the sad songs comforts him.
Escaping from people that has put him down for so long.
He's in love but he's min...
It was 3PM in the day and I felt just bored! This house was beginning to get the best of me.
I decided to go out, it's very rare that I go out because my depression gets the best of me. I went into my car and drove to a place, where I normally like to go if I wanted to just observe my life.
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AN: (If your wondering where this place is, it's in Norway in Bergen)
I just wished that people could see that I was not okay! Every time I come here, I feel like I want to jump and get my life over with.
I put my headphones in my ears to listen to music.
I never listen to the happy and upbeat songs, I mainly listen to sad songs.
My first song that I played was Doing it wrong by Drake.
When a good thing goes bad it's not the world. It just an end of a world that you had with one girl she is the reason it happened but she's overreacting and it's all because she don't want things to change.
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you that's the wrong thing to do Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you that's the wrong thing to do Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you that's the wrong thing to do Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying And say I love you too
But I need someone different You know it, oh ho, you know it Oh ho, you know it, we both know it I need someone different You know it, oh ho, you know it Oh ho, you know it, we both know it Something's been missing You know it, oh ho, she knows it Oh ho, I know it, we all know it I need someone different
We live in a generation of, not being in love, and not being together But we sure make it feel like we're together Cause we're scared to see each other with somebody else
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you That's the wrong thing to do Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you That's the wrong thing to do Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you That's the wrong thing to do Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying And say I love you too
I felt tears coming down my eyes as I felt the same pain as Drake was singing the lyric and I'm not even in love.
I stood up and I looked down the hill from the height I was standing and I just imagined myself falling down and ending my life so I could be in peace.
