Escape. | (wroetojidebt)

•9• late night driving.

JJ's POV (finally😅)

I was meant to go home today and edit some of my videos but Harry wanted me to stay with him so I decided why not.

I asked him to be my boyfriend, I'm so glad he accepted because that has been bugging me for a long while and saying that speech took a lot of balls to do it.

he's mine, all mine.

i just wanna say you're mine, you're mine. (Beyoncé is on my grind right now)

We are now going on a late night drive and normally I don't have time for this since I'm always in my room editing videos and coming up with new ones but today it was the best day.

I'm glad Harry made me stay another day, I was so sad when I saw he had cut his arms! I was crying because no one in the world deserves to throw their life away when they haven't lived to the fullest.

I just hope I can help as much as I can, depression is something that you don't fuck around with.

I got into my Lamborghini with Harry and I like to play calm music when it's late night because it sets you in a calm and peaceful mood.

So my first option was to play fast car by Tracy Chapman because that song makes me feel happy but a time to think with yourself.

I have a playlist of songs that I play, if I ever have late night drives.

(Playlist will be at the end of the chapter! This are the ones that I could say, it's comfortable for a late night drive)

I began singing because I was in a relaxed mood.

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Any place is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
Me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
Won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

See my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
His body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
Is it fast enough so we can fly away?
We gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or live and die this way

So remember when we were driving driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
We go cruising, entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a bigger house and live in the suburbs

Harry came in and started singing as we was driving, I didn't know where we was going but I was enjoying his company.

So remember when we were driving driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

We chuckled after we finished the song, he held my hand in his and smiled, he smiled as if things that has happened in his life has been swept under the carpet never to be muddled with.

The next song that came on was by Nelly Furtado - Show time.

Put on your best clothes
We've been waiting too long for this moment
I'll put on my best smile
I'm shining inside and I'm proud of our love but
Everytime I turn around you say that you're not checking for love in that way
But everytime I come around you seem
So ready for this

Showtime our love's coming out
Lights camera action show what we're about cuz it's
Showtime our love's breaking out
Let's show the world you're my boy
I'm your girl cuz it's
Showtime our love's coming out
Lights camera action let it all hang out
Cuz it's showtime
Yeah our time is now
Let's show the world you're my boy
I'm your girl

Let's break a leg out there
This could be the start of the rest of our lives
I've got so much to share
And I'm ready to put it all out there for you
But everytime I turn around you seem
So afraid of what people might say
But can't you see it's a game they play
Trying to cast a shadow on our love

I wanna love you when I want
Want to love you where I want to
Wanna touch you when I wanna
Wanna kiss you when I wanna baby

Because it's not fair to love you in chains
It's not fair to love you in chains

I looked at the time and saw it was 2AM, I looked over to see Harry passed out on the passenger seat while holding my hand, I smiled as he looked cute when he was sleeping.

I decided to go back to his house so I can rest his lazy tired body, he's had a long day and the only best thing for me to do is make him happy.

I drove back to his home, I locked my car and carried Harry into his house! I walked up the stairs and laid him on the bed. I took off his shoes, I took off his trousers and changed them into shorts then finally I took off his t-shirt.

I noticed that his scars has stopped bleeding but I'm going to clean it anyways...

I don't want my baby to be infected...

Once I've completed that task, I undress from clothing and left my shorts on then jumping into bed with Harry. I cuddle him and kissed his forehead before whispering.

"Good night babe!" I said and I closed my eyes.

AN;

How was this chapter?

Do you feel that I made the right decision about publishing this book?

MY LATE NIGHT PLAYLIST FOR YOU;
(I legit use this for when I want to go to sleep sometimes)

Tracy Chapman - Fast Car

Nelly Furtado - Showtime

Glass Animals - Gooey

AlunaGeorge - Your drums, your love (this song is the best)

Coldplay - Magic (Coldplay has very good music for late night driving)

Justin Bieber - Love Yourself

Drake - Doing It Wrong (yes, I know it's a sad song but I can literally hear this in the car or sleep through it)

Chris Brown -  Don't Judge Me

The 1975 - Somebody Else (Sarah Close's cover, I chose that one because it has more emotions)

James Bay - Let It Go ( This one is the best because James voice really soothes you, if you had a stressed or just feeling sad in general... This song is good for sleeping aswell)