I placed his hand slowly back down but was still holding his soft hands. I took a deep breath as I was getting ready to speak.
"JJ, I don't know if you can hear me but I just want to say that I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you, I'm sorry that I just turned my cheek when you needed me. Sometimes it gets a little too much to handle things but I never meant for this to happen and it hurts me that I was just being stubborn!" I said as I stopped to try and keep the tears in but I couldn't.
"I still love you and I'll never stoping loving you! You only made one mistake in our relationship and I made such a big deal about it. I'm sorry Jide, I'm sorry! I never meant to hurt you! I just wished that I had forgiven you after you told me the story but I was such an asshole!" I cried nonstop.
I was beginning to feel tired from all that crying.
"I love you, babe!" I said as pecked his lip.
I went to go sit on the chair and fell asleep, hoping he would wake up the next morning. I closed my eyes and just fell into a deep sleep.
Next Morning...
I woke up to feel someone tapping on my head, I opened my eyes to see Simon standing here.
"Hey Simon!" I said as I covered my eyes from the bright light.
"Hello Harry, how did you sleep?" He asked me.
"It was ok, I haven't slept properly in a long while!" I chuckled lightly as I know that I looked like a mess from crying so my eyes are probably puffy.
"Don't worry, he's going to be okay! Also, I brought you some clothing and toiletries from your house since we suggested that you should stay with JJ!" He said handing me a back pack filled with my bag.
"Thanks Simon! This means a lot!" I said.
"It's okay, just remember that we are here for you!" Simon said as he hugged me.
"Thank you!" I said.
"I'll be on my way, but text me when he wakes up so I can bring KFC! Hospital food isn't the best!" He laughed.
"I will and thank you Simon!" I said.
"You're welcome, I'll see you in a bit!" He says walking out.
3 hours later...
I got up and stretched then walked over to JJ's bed to give him a kiss on the forehead.
"I hope you are resting okay!" I said as I rested my hand on his chest.
I went to go sit down and went on my phone for a little bit, I was about to pass out sleeping before I heard JJ's voice.
"I love you too, baby!" He said as his voice croaky.
I dropped my phone not caring if it had smashed, I walked over to his bed and saw that he has woken up, I saw a tear fall down from his eyes.
I started tearing up as I go to hug him, I made sure that I wasn't leaning on his leg.
"I'm sorry babe! I'm so sorry for being an asshole... I'm so sorry!" I cried into his neck.
He stroked my back as I pulled away and looked into his eyes which were filled with tears.
"It's okay baby, please don't cry! It's not your fault, it's mine!" He said.
"No, it isn't! I shouldn't have been an asshole! I'm so sorry!" I cried.
"Baby, take my hand and look at me!" He said.

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Escape. | (wroetojidebt)
Hayran KurguAll he ever wanted to do was to escape. Escaping from feelings and problems, he couldn't deal with. Music is his only best friend but only the sad songs comforts him. Escaping from people that has put him down for so long. He's in love but he's min...