Escape. | (wroetojidebt)

•46• sometimes it gets a little too much.

I placed his hand slowly back down but was still holding his soft hands. I took a deep breath as I was getting ready to speak.

"JJ, I don't know if you can hear me but I just want to say that I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you, I'm sorry that I just turned my cheek when you needed me. Sometimes it gets a little too much to handle things but I never meant for this to happen and it hurts me that I was just being stubborn!" I said as I stopped to try and keep the tears in but I couldn't.

"I still love you and I'll never stoping loving you! You only made one mistake in our relationship and I made such a big deal about it. I'm sorry Jide, I'm sorry! I never meant to hurt you! I just wished that I had forgiven you after you told me the story but I was such an asshole!" I cried nonstop.

I was beginning to feel tired from all that crying.

"I love you, babe!" I said as pecked his lip.

I went to go sit on the chair and fell asleep, hoping he would wake up the next morning. I closed my eyes and just fell into a deep sleep.

Next Morning...

I woke up to feel someone tapping on my head, I opened my eyes to see Simon standing here.

"Hey Simon!" I said as I covered my eyes from the bright light.

"Hello Harry, how did you sleep?" He asked me.

"It was ok, I haven't slept properly in a long while!" I chuckled lightly as I know that I looked like a mess from crying so my eyes are probably puffy.

"Don't worry, he's going to be okay! Also, I brought you some clothing and toiletries from your house since we suggested that you should stay with JJ!" He said handing me a back pack filled with my bag.

"Thanks Simon! This means a lot!" I said.

"It's okay, just remember that we are here for you!" Simon said as he hugged me.

"Thank you!" I said.

"I'll be on my way, but text me when he wakes up so I can bring KFC! Hospital food isn't the best!" He laughed.

"I will and thank you Simon!" I said.

"You're welcome, I'll see you in a bit!" He says walking out.

3 hours later...

I got up and stretched then walked over to JJ's bed to give him a kiss on the forehead.

"I hope you are resting okay!" I said as I rested my hand on his chest.

I went to go sit down and went on my phone for a little bit, I was about to pass out sleeping before I heard JJ's voice.

"I love you too, baby!" He said as his voice croaky.

I dropped my phone not caring if it had smashed, I walked over to his bed and saw that he has woken up, I saw a tear fall down from his eyes.

I started tearing up as I go to hug him, I made sure that I wasn't leaning on his leg.

"I'm sorry babe! I'm so sorry for being an asshole... I'm so sorry!" I cried into his neck.

He stroked my back as I pulled away and looked into his eyes which were filled with tears.

"It's okay baby, please don't cry! It's not your fault, it's mine!" He said.

"No, it isn't! I shouldn't have been an asshole! I'm so sorry!" I cried.

"Baby, take my hand and look at me!" He said.