Escape. | (wroetojidebt)

•31• restless night + filming a video with tobi.

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I just read through this book and I realised that there was spelling mistake... Don't worry, I've tried to change it but WATTPAD is being an asshole and not letting me change it.

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Harry's POV~

After I went home from the sidemen house which was like 10PM, I locked the doors and made sure my car was locked. I went to bed and tried sleeping but I couldn't, all I had was JJ in my mind.

Two hours later; 12AM.

Still haven't had any shut eye, I'm so tired but my body is keeping me awake. Luckily, I wasn't going out anywhere until 6PM tomorrow where I have to make a video with Tobs.

Three hours later; 3AM.

Still no sleep, I tried cuddling my bear that JJ got for me but it still didn't put me to sleep. I want to FaceTime the boy but don't know if he's on set...
I got out of bed and tried recording a video but I just didn't have the energy for it.

Six hours later; 9AM.

It's officially 9AM, I had no sleep at all last night... All I had was JJ in my head, I want him right next to me.

I want to kiss him till he giggles.

I want to cuddle him until I can't cuddle anymore.

I want to see his laugh so I can smile.

He makes all my problems go away.

I sat and thought with myself, I got up to go to the toilet and I saw how tired I was, I had bags under my eyes... I just look like a person that hasn't slept in 72 hours.

I finished in the toilet and decided to FaceTime JJ, I couldn't take it anymore!

Go to FaceTime on my MacBook and rung him hoping that he'd pick up then finally he picked up.

"Hey babe!" I said as my throat was sore.

"Hey bab- Harry, are you okay?" He looked at me.

"I'm fine!" I lied.

"No, you are not fine! What's wrong baby?" JJ said placing his papers somewhere so he could pay attention on me.

"I didn't get any sleep at all last night! I'm tired and my body aches..." I said as my throat started changing tone.

"Are you sick?" He asked getting concerned.

"I don't know! I just know I'm tired, I tried cuddling with the bear but it didn't help me! I tried making a YouTube video but I didn't have the upbeat happiness. So now it's 9AM and I hate myself!" I said squinting my eyes.

"Ah my baby, I have 3 weeks left now! You can hold on!" He said.

"I can't hold on!" I said looking at the computer and then at the ceiling.

"Why can't you hold on?" He said.

"Because I want you to come home Jide, I miss you!" I broke down as I looked at him on the camera.

"I went to the sidemen house yesterday and we were hanging out in the garden, I just wanted to go home because it was no fun without you there! The lads had to at least hug me 1000 times just to cheer me up!" I said crying as I put my head in the pillow.

"I'm sorry that I put you through that baby!" JJ said feeling sad.

"Don't beat yourself up for it, I'm a clingy ass shit!" I said going to find tissue to wipe my runny nose.