Escape. | (wroetojidebt)

•3• I am not okay.

JJ asked me if I was okay, I was contemplating whether I should tell him.

should I tell him?

or should I lie?

but then if i don't tell him, I just called him out here for nothing.

I looked at JJ as more tears started falling out of my eyes.

"I am not okay." I said crying as he hugged me.

"Do you want to tell me what's wrong?" He asked me as he looked at me.

"I want to kill myself, my whole life is a complete mess up! Nobody loves me, I want to escape!" I said crying.

"You shouldn't kill yourself, you have a whole life ahead of you and you want to lose it by killing yourself? Your causing more pain if you kill yourself. And your life is not a mess up, everything happens for a reason Harry! And someone does love you, you just haven't found the right person yet." JJ said explaining to me reality.

I wiped my tear as I gently laid my head on the back of a wall.

"Jide, you have to get these demons out of my head! They are causing me pain!" I said leaning forward and gripping the roots of my hair.

"Harry, what do you mean?" JJ asked.

"These voices. They talk to me, they tell me how pathetic I am! They want me to die!" I said laying on the floor with my hands on my head.

"Help me, JJ please! Make these things go away." I said just lying there.

"I'll try my best and woah wait a minute.. Harry, show me your arm!" JJ said as took off my jumper but not fully and showing him the cuts on my left arm.

JJ slide his hands on top of the cuts and looked at me with tears prickling his eyes.

does he feel my pain?

"Oh why, Harry why?" He said crying gently as he saw the cuts.

"I'm in pain JJ, I only called you because you understand me! Other people won't even come to my front door." I said crying.

I want him to tell me everything will be okay.

"Your precious skin! You have so much to live for, don't throw it away!" He said looking at me deeply.

"Are these four cuts new?" He said as he saw blood was coming out again.

I nodded as he went to the bathroom to get the first aid kit. He cleaned my cuts and put a plaster on them so no bacteria can infect my arm.

"Harry, look at me!" He said as I turned to face him.

"Everything is going to be okay!" He said as I cried and he hugs me.

"Thank you for coming! Do you want to stay the night? It's raining and I don't want you to get into a accident." I said hoping he would take the offer because I just needed someone to keep me company.

"I was planning to stay anyways, I know where the extra bed is! You just relax and breathe... Okay man?" He said as I laid myself down.

I closed my eyes as I felt tired and sleep took over me.

How was this chapter?

So Harry has finally told someone what he is going through, do you think this girl that he meets will understand?

comment below on what you think?!