Escape. | (wroetojidebt)

•4• everything is going to be okay.

I woke up in panic as I felt my lungs where closing in, I opened my eyes and see I was still in my bedroom, JJ was still asleep on the floor.

I took a few breaths and tried to calm myself down. I laid back on the bed and just thought about my life.

why do you even bother staying alive?

you should kill yourself.

your not even worth it.

get it over with.

I decided to ignore those negative things inside my head and I went on my phone and the first thing I click on is the Twitter app.

I refreshed the tweets and I saw something that I was not expecting.

@wroetoshaw I hope you are okay Harry! Stay strong! #prayforw2s

@wroetoshaw ignore those haters, your better than them! #staystrongharry

@wroetoshaw i hope your doing okay, I just want to say that I love and care about you! Don't hurt yourself.

@wroetoshaw stay strong baby! #staystrongharry

I smiled gently as I wanted to check who made all these things happen and I saw that JJ had posted this at 3:45 in the night. I passed out at that time, I read the tweet.

Ksiolajidebt: You guys need to stop picking on Harry! He's hurt, I hope you guys are sorry because if you aren't then you guys are just fucking low and heartless.. Show him some love @wroetoshaw

I decided to write a tweet to thank my fans and JJ for the support.

wroetoshaw: I just want to say thank you for all the support! You guys are literally the best thing I could have! You guys made my day! Love you all <3 Thank you so much @ksiolajidebt <3 Don't forget that a video is going up tomorrow ;)

A tear fall down my face as I got up to hug JJ! I laid on him and just practically hugged him.

"Harry, are you okay?" JJ asked all tired as he opened his eyes but squinting them.

"I'm okay, but I want to thank you for what you did on Twitter for me!" I said hugging him still.

"Your welcome man! I'd do anything to make you happy!" He said as he laid his closed his eyes gently.

"That sounded really corny but love you man!" I said.

"Love you too! What time is it?" JJ asked.

"It's 12 at midday!" I said.

"I know, what we can do!" He said as he pushed me a little and got up but fell down again because he was dizzy.

"What?" I questioned him.

"Why don't us two go to this Jump Giants? Just have fun on some shit, find us some girls! What do you say?" He said.

"I don't know about that man!" I said looking at him.

"Sure, you can! I need to do something to get your heavy mind off things! And this is one of them!" JJ said explaining his point.

don't go with him, stay at home and be miserable all day.

The voice in my head spoke and i ignored it.

'Actually why not? I need to get out these walls are screaming at me. Let's go get ready man!" I said then stopping to look at JJ.

"Ah right, you don't have clothes... I'll get ready, you can go home and get ready if you want!" I said as JJ nodded and left my house.

today is going to be a good day.

everything is going to be okay, Harry!

An:

How is this book going so far?

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I did write this before hand so in just editing.

I hope you are all okay, and smile because you are beautiful ❤️