Escape. | (wroetojidebt)

•43• no, get away from me.

Harry laid in bed as he was still crying over what JJ had done. He got up and went to get some food before he heard the door open, he left the kitchen and saw JJ in the door way...

Harry just ignored him and walked up to his bedroom as he closed the door behind him.

"Baby!" JJ said.

"No, I don't want to hear it..." Harry said as he stood by his window an just looking out from the view he had.

Harry started sobbing violently as he placed his face into his hands, he wiped his tears and took a big breath before opening his mouth.

"What was going through your fucking head, when you was in bed with that man?" Harry shouted at him.

"Am I not good enough for you?"

"ANSWER ME OLAJIDE!" Harry pushed him in anger.

"Baby, stop!" JJ said as he pinned him down to the floor.

Harry started moving around to try and get Jide off him but he couldn't because he was too strong. He suddenly bursted out crying

"No, get away from me!" Harry pushed him.

"No baby, I want to work this out!" JJ said.

"I am not your baby, I'm Harry to you!" He said harshly.

"Fine then, I'll will not get off you till we can work this out!" JJ said being stubborn.

"Fine, I'll just call Simon to get you off of me!" Harry said reaching for his phone.

JJ snatches his phone away from his hands and Harry begins to get angry and start pushing JJ out of the way.

"Harry, I want to work this out, please!" JJ begged as he started crying.

Harry turned his face as he couldn't stand to see JJ cry! He sighed as he got ready to say something.

"If you really love me that much... You'd give me some space!" Harry told him as he run his hand across his face.

"I'm not giving up on you baby, I'll fight for you if I have to!" JJ said.

Harry gently smiled at him as JJ got off him and stood up. He was about to leave his bedroom but came running back in to peck him on the cheek.

"I love you!" JJ said.

"I know you do!" Harry said.

JJ walked out of the house and leaving Harry laying on his bed just exhausted.

JJ's POV~

why is that when I'm drunk, I always do stupid things.

I left Harry's house with tears falling out of my eyes, I drove back to my house and just laid there thinking about my life. Harry asked a very good question what was going through me head, when I was with another man?

He didn't even give me the chance to explain... Stubborn little child but he's mine and the fact that I saw him violently crying made me feel such an asshole.

I heard something in my bedroom play music and I just sat down on my bed quietly to hear the song lyrics! I could feel the heartache in my chest.

(This song is always my song! It will always be my favourite)

Oh!

I'm into you,

And boy,

No one else would do.

'Cause with every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love.

And now I know I can't be the only one,

I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of their life who feels

What I feel when I'm...

With you

I heard the song and I recognised that it was Chris Brown's voice, I felt more tears running out of my eyes as I could relate to with his lyrics.

why would I do such of a thing?

I have never seen Harry so angry like that, his face was red and his veins in his neck was throbbing painfully and he was very violent towards me.

who's fault is that?

Mine.

you are always up to something stupid... it's like you don't think before you do things...

I know, I'm not perfect and I'll never will be.

No ones perfect JJ, you have to clear up your act and fight for Harry because the moment you see him with somebody else... He wouldn't even look at you straight in the eye anymore.

I know, I am going to fight for him. I'm not going to leave him. But love made me go crazy inside and outside.

Love does that to everybody JJ, all you got to do is pick the right choices and not the incorrect ones.

I know. Thank you voice in my head.

You are welcome.

I laid my sleepy head on a pillow as I went to sleep from all the heartache.

AN;

JJ. keep your head up baby😩