A few hours passed and I couldn't handle this. It all felt so...wrong.
You fucked up you know. Hardcore.
Fuck it was back.
Jason doesn't want you hell even Tyler rejected your ass.
No. Shut up.
Oh but it's true. Face it. You're worthless.
"I uhm...I gotta go...I got shit to do today and I have school tomorrow." I quickly lied.
He sighed and nodded.
I stood up and without saying anything else I left.
Now go home.
No don't make me do this.
You brought this upon yourself faggot.
I externally screamed and fell to the concrete. Tears flooded my eyes and my vision was blurry. My head was spinning and my surrounding sounds were drowning out.
Then it went black.
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I awoke to the sound of a voice and some sort of instrument strumming.
Won't you stay alive?
I'll take you on a ride.
I will make you believe you are lovely
I opened my eyes and found the same brunette boy sitting in a chair in the corner of the room. I slowly sat up.
"Oh my god!" He yelled before running up to me and hugging me tightly .
"I thought you were dead or lost or gone forever..." He muttered rambling on.
"How..what..why.." I said confused.
"I uhm...was on a walk and I heard screaming and you were flipping your shit then you fell and passed out. I was so worried," he said. He had sincerity in his voice. Why would he care though?
"Well I better be getting home and you better be getting to Jenna," I say before trying to get up and, of course, he stops me.
"we uh....kinda broke up..." He said slowly. He had no real emotion in his voice. I knew he cared about her but he didn't love her like that.
"Uhm..you ok man?" Is all I manage to get out.
"That doesn't really matter right now.." He laid me back down on the bed. "Are you ok?"
"I guess? My head hurts and my kinda a bit everywhere but I think I'm ok," I say. Then I realized. He wasn't here. The voice. Blurryface. It wasn't in my head like normal. Was it gone forever or just because of Tyler? My mind is too mixed up to think about that right now.
"I'm so so so fucking sorry Josh...for literally doing all that to you...I didn't mean to turn you away...I was just thinking about me and my reputation. I was being selfish but that's not how I wanted things to be," he said softly but with concern in his voice.
"Look it's ok Tyler..." 'I love you' I wish I could've said but I knew I couldn't. He didn't feel the same and it would be awkward.
He looked at me with his mocha eyes. (I sweAR TO GOD IF ANYONE DARES SAY WHAT I THINK) he gave me a weak smile. He stepped closer to me and sat on the bed. I moved over to make room for him.
He stared into my eyes and I looked back into his.
He leaned in. This couldn't be happening. He leaned in and connected his lips to mine and I moved mine in sync with his.
I pulled away.
"I uhm...I uh.." Tyler wracked his kind searching for something to say but he couldn't.
"sh...its ok..." I said softly. He began to stand and I lightly gripped his wrist.
He looked back at me.
"Lay with me? Please?" I asked looking at him. He gave a small smile and laid next to me. I buried my face into his chest as he wrapped his arm around me.
I slowly fell asleep again.
This all was so crazy.
First I was with Jason and now I'm lying in the same bed as the person who broke my heart.
