Kehlani p.o.v
I scream asking him to stop but he won't budge. The fists aimed at my face are making me feel numb, I feel warm tears fall down my face all I could smell was weed in the apartment.
Im fucked up. I'm black and blue. My face is bleeding and I was banged a couple of times against the wall. I have a pounding headache and blur vision.
All I could hear is Chris saying his sorry after pounding face till I was swelled up. "Baby I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you so bad, please forgive" he says as if he was about to cry
I can't even speak since Im so swollen I try moaning something. I raise my hand trying to indicate to him I need to stand up. My body is aching and I can't stop the the tears flooding my face. He helps me up and carries me to the sofa and covers me with a blanket and goes to the kitchen taking the bottle of Hennessy from the coffee table.
I try sleeping the pain away and all I can do is cry due to the piercing pain all over my body. How the hell do I keep letting this happen? Everytime its worse than the last. I need to leave him I can't deal with it anymore
"Leave him" is a thought that's been in my head since the first time he hit me but how do you leave someone you've been with for 5 years?

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FanfictionI'm addicted to pain. I can't move on I want something I can't get