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M i c h a

I watched the cars drive back and forward, it was midnight, and I was hungry, it wasn't cold anymore so I was dressed pretty normal, due to me throwing away my old ripped clothes and I will say I cleaned up nice.

I was in a purple v neck shirt, I had on some baggy, not that baggy ripped desighed, blue jeans pants, with some Cheap purple matching flats. I finally looked like a stud again, I finally felt comfortable in my own skin.

I had my book bag on my back, just looking for something to get into before I find a nice spot to lay. I wanted to go and blow up my ex-moms house but I wouldn't dare go to jail for her.

I needed a job, I was no longer in college, I resigned until I get back on my feet, I just couldn't handle it all, with my anxiety and paranormal mindset.

Maybe, I can .. no or how bout Ah? not even, I thought to myself, as always I bumped into someone,"sorry!" I mumbled walking on my way.

"Hey! I saw you two times already , this must be fate!" the person who gave me the twenty dollar bill exclaimed.

it was hella' weird I kept bumping into her."or just mishaps for my clumsiness." I sighed feeling my anxiety taking over, I didn't pop one in my mouth now because, you know I took one like twenty minutes ago, when I bumped into this really excited person. it honestly freaked me out.

"Well, I'm not doing anything now, do you wanna grab a bite to eat?" she asked interested into what ever this was.

I honestly couldn't eat anything without bringing it up, due to my anxiety. I sighed "No thanks, but once again sorry for my clumsiness."

"no I insist, come on you like you've been on your feet all day!" she guessed.

the lie detector proves your telling the truth.

I followed behind her, hoping that I could find a way out of this. I felt the need to panic because my breathes shortens as I slow down, I had really bad anxiety and it only got worst when my ex-moms kicked me out.

"are you okay?" she asked concerned with that look on her face that I adored aleady.

wait, wooohhh, Micha no you don't like studs right? Well I never actually thought of liking someone like me.
what if I start to like her and she beat my ass for trying something, I will really have a anxiety breakdown. nah strictly strangers for now.

I regained, myself for a while until we reached the food place. It was slightly packed, which made sweat come out of my pores, I couldn't be around people to long, my panic disorder comes out.

"yeah, I'm good!" I deepened my voice so she will know ima stud, my wardrobe, was slightly off but, I didn't have my normal swag, I left all of my clothes back at the wicked witch of the west house.

she walked over to a table neat the windows, hell nah no can do. I starred at her before speaking up.

"Umm, can we seat over there?" I asked pointing to a more ducked off table for 2.

We wasnt at an extravagant place just a soul food diner, across town. "sure no problem!" she flashed a smile my way. my face stayed emotionless.

we finally took our seats. "Hello, my name is Megan , and I will be your waitress for today." I got up and ran to the bathroom vomiting over and over just hearing my ex-sister speak.

D a ' S h a d

I watched as my date; I mean new friend scattered away , I felt almost bad, she said she didn't want to come but I had to insist.

She Finally came back, and the waitress Makayla was gone."Are you okay?" I asked frantically.

"I'm fine, but I have to go sorry, maybe next time , somewhere different."

"Well okay, do you have a phone?" I asked disappointed, just starred at me like I was dumb.

"what?" I asked not getting the hint.

"My phones is off, but I really have to go! " she said leaving me there to look dumbfounded.

I finally stepped out of that daze and made my way, home but Lucy wasn't here! she's always here after my midnight jogs! I sighed "this is going to be a long night!"

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sorry for the dumb ending I didn't have no clue on how to end this chapter more coming soon.😊

So Micha and Da'shad finally having some more time with each other!

where is Lucy? hmmm.

I wonder how Micha feel 😕😢