Strong Love (Janoskians Fan Fiction)

Chapter 11

Alex's POV

I woke up under my duvet and my head was on my pillow, I sat up and seen I was in my bed. How did I get here? I smelled something coming from the kitchen so I pushed myself up, still in pain might I add, and made my way out to the living room "Morning princess, sleep well?" Why was he here? How did he get in? Where's Luke? "I found a key under that plant pot thing outside your door, might want to hide it somewhere else" I was frozen in the spot not sure what to do "Wh-Where's Luke? What did you do to him?" He laughed and started to walk towards me but I stumbled backwards "Don't worry, I haven't killed him if that's what you mean" He sat himself on my sofa and put his arms up on the back either side of him "I just came to see how you were doing, I got here about half an hour ago and you were asleep in your bed, still looking as beautiful as ever" Luke must have put me to bed once I fell asleep and left. I wish he hadn't left.

"What are you doing here Sam?" He sighed and stood up, walking towards me "I was worried about you Alex. You haven't been returning my calls" I froze yet again. After those goons showed up I can't seem to defend myself anymore "I don't need to return your calls, I don't like you. Remember?" Sam put his hand over his chest where his heart would be "Ouch. I have to admit, that hurt" He stepped towards me again but I backed into a wall, nowhere left to go "I actually came to make sure our deal still stands" "What deal?" I asked him confused as hell, we never made a deal? He laughed again as if it was an obvious answer "You know, you break up with Leo and come running back to me" I scoffed and shook my head "It's Luke, and we never made a deal you just told me what to do" He was inches from my body, my heart started racing, my palms were sweaty and I could hardly breathe anymore "Well, it's that or its bye-bye Luke" My lips pressed together and my hand raised up on its own accord but before it hit him right in the jaw he caught my wrist "I wouldn't do that if I were you" He dropped my wrist back down "You did it to me so I don't see the problem" I told him through gritted teeth, his jaw clenched and he rubbed his thumb over my cheek "I loved you, I still love you but you can't get past the bad stuff and realised I have changed...well if I get what I want" I tried to get away but he pressed his body to mine "Why do you want me so bad? I'm over you and you came all this way to try and get me back? There has to be more to it than that" He brought his face closer so his lips were brushing mine when he spoke "You're right, there is. You were the best sex I ever had and I'm not letting you get away that easy" He let me go and walked away grabbing his coat and walking out the door but before he closed it he gave me one last message "You have 2 weeks to get rid of him, I'm feeling generous today" He closed the door and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. It was 10am and I was already done with today.

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*Day before the premiere*

"What about this dress?" I asked Luke coming out from the dressing room. He lifted his head fromhis phone and looked at me his eyes lit up "You look absolutely stunning" I rolled my eyes "You have said that about almost every one of them" He laughed and wrapped his arms around my waist "You look stunning in everything you wear" I rested my head on his chest "I should have asked Jai to come with me" Luke released me laughing and I went back into the dressing room. I had decided it was best to break up with Luke after the premiere, I didn't want to ruin this special night for him. It's for the best, I don't want Luke or the other boys to get hurt because of me. Luke has been keeping me smiling all week even though every time he smiles I can't help but know I'll be the reason for that smile disappearing soon enough. Beau has been avoiding me when I have been to their house which has only been a couple times, less than usual. I have messed everything up enough already and I don't need to mess up their lives as well, everyone I am near or with always ends up getting hurt. It's a curse and I can't help it. "Are you done in there yet?" I was snapped from my thoughts by Luke calling for me and I realised I had been standing in my underwear for the past 5 minutes "Um...yeah...I'll be right out" I called back and quickly got dressed again. I emerged from behind the curtain and walked towards Luke "Did you choose the dress?" I nodded and he clapped his hands a little when he thought I couldn't see "What one?" He tried to peer round when the cashier was putting it in the bag "I'm not telling, you can wait until tomorrow" He pouted and insisted on paying for the dress. I didn't reject the offer, I do love free stuff. We walked out the shop and he kindly carried my bag for me "Oh, I need to go in here" I started towards the drugstore "What do you need in here?" He paused then whispered in my ear "Do you need tampons?" I blushed and nudged him in his hard stomach "No! I do not. I need hair dye" He lifted my hair and let it slip from his fingers again "What? Why? I like your red hair" I looked through the colours of hair dye picking up different bottles "Thanks but it's been red for so long now I'm getting kind of bored of it" He made a 'huh' noise and followed behind me like a lost puppy "What colour are you going to change to then?" I was focused before I realised what he asked "Um...I'm thinking purple then fading out to a lighter pink colour" He nodded and kept following me before we heard giggling coming from behind us "Luke, hi, can we have a picture?" He smiled at the young girls and nodded "Of course" He leaned down so he was their height and smiled into the phone while I searched for the right pink colour as I already had the purple in my hand "Can we have one with you too Alex?" I turned around and Luke just shrugged "Um...sure" I still had the dye in my hand and bent down for a picture "Thank you. By the way, you're really pretty and I think you will look good purple" I nodded and smiled at them "Thank you" The girls skipped away and I just kind of stood there "Weird isn't it?" I nodded and began looking for the pink again "Aha!" I shouted a little too loud earning looks from and old woman looking for shampoo "Find it?" "Yep" I pecked his lips and skipped away, just like the girls did previously.

We were back at my apartment and as soon as I had walked in those doors my heart sank bringing back the memories of waking up and Sam being here bringing me back into the reality of losing Luke. The best thing that has happened to me in a very long time. I was bent over the bath as Luke helped me wash out the dye that had been in for the past 15 minutes "Do you know how to do this?" Luke asked probably hoping I wasn't going to mess it up "Luke, I have trained as many things, I did hair and beauty at college for a year but decided to do the whole tattoo thing" He laughed "That's only two things" I rolled my eyes but he didn't see "There have been others" I kept washing out the dye making sure it was all out properly and Luke spoke up again "About that tattoo thing, when are you going back to work exactly?" Now I think about it, Hank hasn't phoned me or text me to tell me he was back or if I was to go back to work "I don't actually know, I think I better phone Hank later on and ask him" I washed it all out and blow dried my hair so I could do the ends as well, I did the whole process again and blow dried it once more. I looked in the mirror and it was perfect, much better than I thought it would be "So what d'ya think?" I asked Luke once I had run through to the living room "It's looks great! That is so cool" He started playing with it and touching it "What are doing?" He stopped "It's different, it's facinating" I laughed louder than intended and I quickly covered my mouth. He pressed his lips to mine as we were standing in the hallway, he deepened the kiss, I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me in to the bedroom dropping me onto the bed, he hovered above me and started kissing me again, I pulled his t-shirt over his head and brought his head back to mine. He trailed his hand up my top lifting it over my head. I stopped "Are you sure?" He nodded "I promised to wait until love, and I have finally found it" He met my lips again and started trailing down my neck before we 'sealed the deal' shall we say? Tomorrow was the premier, this was our last proper night together and I guess, without him knowing it, this was our goodbye.

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Incase you didn't notice I can't write 'sex' scenes so forgive me and her hair colour is on the side but that isn't what she looks like, she looks like emma roberts. :)