Boyfriend Imagines

I Need You

So this imagine is similar to I Know How You Feel. And I just wanted to remind you that there I always someone to talk to and if you don't feel comfortable with someone you know there are phone number. Stay strong loves!

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H/N and you strolled along the seashore.

"The sky is so beautiful." You stated admiring it.

"Almost as beautiful as you." H/N said causing you to blush.

He took both you hand and looked deep into your eyes.

"Y/N I know we are only in high school but I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you. So I wanted to ask you." He got on one knee," Will you do me the honor and RING-"

"What?" You looked at him confused.

"RING RING RING-"

You opened your eyes to see you phone lighting up your dark room. You sat up and looked at it.

H/N

He better have something real good to wake you up from that amazing dream.

"Hello?" You answered.

You heard sniffling," Y-Y/N can you come over?"

You looked at the time. 2:27. Why he need me so late?

"H/N baby what's wrong?"

"I can't-t really expla-ain. Can you please come ov-ver? I need you."

"I'll be there soon." You hung up and quickly put on a pair of sweats.

You crept down the stair trying you best not to wake you parent. You drove over to H/N house. When you got to the door you looked for the spare key they keep. After finding it you tiptoed in.

"H/N?" You whisper yelled.

You walked around the downstairs and you couldn't find him. You quietly walked past his parents room and went upstairs. You noticed the bathroom light was on. You walked down the hall and pushed the door open.

"H/N." You gasped.

He was sitting on the edge of the bathtub his wrist and sides bleeding. He looked at you with bloodshot, puffy eyes. He let out a sob. Rushing to his side you grabbed the blade out of his hand.

"H/N w-what happened?" You said blinking back tears. Right now you had be strong for him.

"I-I j-just... I-I..." Carefully you wrapped your arms around him.

"Shhh." You stroked his back.

"Y-your c-clothes. They wi-ill get messed u-up." He pulled back.

"I don't care." You wiped his tears." Let's get you cleaned okay?"

You stood him up and he sat on the sink. You closed the door and ran a washcloth under water.

You were about to clean his wounds," This may sting."

He nodded sniffling. You wiped away the blood. Finding the first aid kit you wrapped his cuts. You had him stay seated as you cleaned up the floor. Once you were finished you took his had and led him back to his room. You both sat on his bed and you wiped anymore tears that had fallen.

"Baby why would you do this?" you calmly asked.

"Will it make sense if I don't know?"

"What do you exactly mean by that?" You asked trying to get more from him.

"I don't know. I first did it four years ago because I felt really alone but then I met you. I stopped after a couple weeks into our relationship. But to be honest I did it some when we were in a relationship." That broke your heart to know he was harming yourself and you didn't even notice." Not because of you or our relationship because you are the greatest thing to ever happen to me. But sometimes I think about before and I get those same feelings and urges. Tonight was the worst and I didn't know what to do..."

You were trying your best to break out in sobs. He looked up at you," Please don't cry. I never meant to hurt you." He pulled you close and kissed your cheek. Even when he was in need he wanted to make sure you were okay.

"No you didn't hurt me. I'm just sorry I never noticed."

"Well it's not like I told you."

"Still I should have been able to tell. We've been dating almost four years. But please if you ever and I mean ever whether it be in the middle of the night or anything please tell me. I want to help you."

"I know. I promise I will now. I was just scared you would leave me or something."

"I would never leave you."

"I know that you have to get home but can I just hold you?" He squeezed you tighter.

"Of course." You both laid down.

After awhile you noticed H/N had fallen asleep. You snuck out of his grip. But before leaving you left him a note and a kiss on the cheek.

H/N,

You and I both know if our parent caught us we would be dead. But remember what I said. Anytime you need me I'm one call away. Love you forever.

xoxo,

Y/N