Boyfriend Imagines

Sterile

"We're having a baby! We're having a baby!" H/N, your husband, danced around the bathroom.

"Babe calm down. we don't know yet." You laughed. You had just taken a pregnancy test and are now waiting for the results.

"Well why wouldn't we be pregnant?" HE grabbed your hands and began to dance you around.

"Well I don't know the last year of trying and still nothing..." You mumbled.

He stopped and looked at you with sympathy." Stop worrying. It will happen. We just have to be patient."

You sighed as he pulled you into a hug. He kissed the top of your head. You two soon pulled apart to look at the test. Taking a deep breath you looked at it. Negative. H/N looked over your shoulder. He wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tight.

"It's okay baby." He whispered in your ear," This only means we get to try again."

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Since you were having trouble you decided to go to the doctor without H/N knowing. He kept telling you it would happen but it has to be something else. And if it's nothing at least you'll know everything is okay. Alone you at in the room waiting for the doctor. You could feel your heartbeat in your fingertips.

You heard the door click and you head snapped up. She smiled as she entered. Not the type o smile of happiness more of a smile of sympathy. You already knew what she was going to say.

"A lots of women are like this. And there are tons of different ways to have a baby." You kept your eyes on the floor.

You just nodded your head at everything she said. She gave you a hug and then left. When you got home you saw H/N on the couch.

"Hey babe! Where have you been?" He asked greeting you with a kiss.

"Oh I just had to run and errand." You trudged into the kitchen.

Grabbing an apple you took a bit. H/N followed you in there.

"So I picked up some more test." He sat across from you.

At that point you couldn't take it anymore. The flood of tears gushed out. He quickly jumped up and kneeled beside you. Turning you towards him he wiped your tears.

"Y/N it's okay. It will happen soon I promise."

"No I won't happen." You cried.

"Don't say that ju-"

"No it won't H/N! I'm sterile!" You placed your head in your hands and cried more.

"What? I don't know what that means."

You looked at him," It means we can't have kids because of me. I can't have kids."

He looked confused," W-what? No no we are going to have kids. That's what we've planned."

He stood up and began to pace. You watched him and could see the wheels turning. Part of you was scared that he would leave you. For the longest time you've talked about having kids. He's expressed so many times his desire for kids and how h was glad you wanted kids because he couldn't marry someone who didn't.

"A-are you going to leave me?" Yu looked at him with sad eyes.

"No never." He stood you up and set you on his lap," I love you so much. We'll be okay. There are other way to have kids. We are going to have kids." He wiped the rest of your tears." Please don't worry. It's not your fault because it's no ones."

"I love you."

"I love you too." He kissed you and held you.