California, May 6th 2017
It's 5 p.m and I'm really irritated.
Nervous, anxious, having all the type of negative moods.
I have to tell the person I love that I have to be apart from him. How can you tell that to someone?!
It's the worst thing to say in the world.
Roderick means a lot to me. He is my person.
And I know that saying that may confuse since I am my own person and one can't own another person.
But he is. He is the one I think everyday, the one I want to tell every great thing that happens to me.
And how I love to listen to him.
To hear him talking with such a passion about sports and travelling is really amusing.
But as everything in life, our relationship is coming to an end.
Someone knocks on the door.
Jordan – I'm coming.
Jordan – Who's there?!
Roderick (from the outside) – It's me Roderick.
It's time to bawl my eyes.
Jordan (in a sad whispery voice) – Come in.
Roderick – So what do you have to tell me?
Jordan – Please, take a seat.
We both seat and I try to not break down.
Jordan - Would you like to drink something?
Roderick – No, thank you. I'll stop beating around the bush.
Jordan (clears throat) – Well, my sister is buying tickets for both of us to go to New Yrork.
Roderick – Oh I thought you gave up about New York.
Jordan – I did but...
Roderick – But it's good for you, you're back at your favorite city.
Jordan – No it isn't.
Jordan – Jackie wants to get a degree in Dramatic Arts and she also wants me to do it with her.
Roderick – Oh okay.
Roderick – But didn't you give up about acting?
Jordan - I guess I did. But I've been thinking.
Jordan – All my life I was lead into acting. Even if I didn't succeed as I wanted, I did get a pretty good success.
Jordan – Acting is my life, I breathe theatre.
Roderick doesn't even say a word and looks into my eyes really disappointed.
Roderick – So what about us?
Roderick – You're thinking only about yourself.
Roderick – You're hurting me, even though I support you in everything.
Jordan – I'm not asking you to be supportive of this because I know if I was in your shoes right now I would be flipping out.
Roderick – I just love you so much and I don't want you to get mad again.
Roderick – I saved you and I don't want to do that again because I don't you to be weak.
Jordan (starting to cry) – I know and that's what it hurts me the most.
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The Actor Madness: Rise [COMPLETED]
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