The Boys (EXO)

Be Yourself.

"Let's Begin!" a man by the camera man was clapping his hands commanding the staff to begin. "To your positions!" Judging from the appearance, commanding voice and all, he's probably the director.

"Now go." Bonnie told you as he tap your shoulders. " Go where?" honestly speaking, you don't have any clue of what you are going to do and the procedures of this event. Bonnie shrugged and turn his gaze at Unni, "Oh." Unni said as she comes to her senses and begun dragging me "Come with me."

You tried you to compose yourself even though Unni harshly drag you to a white bench somewhere in the center of the set. I really want to complain before she will completely destory Bonnie's effort. But before I could, she already made me sit to the bench. 

You look up and straight towards the staff. All the cameras are facing you. Staff's smiles, grins, smirks. Everyone's eyes are laid on you. You feel nervous, ashame, shy - to sum it all up, its mixed emotions. Unni smiled before leaving you alone in the center and approach the director. 

With the help of your contact lenses, even at the distance, you can clearly see the director - unlike when you used your glasses that whenever you want to see something from a far, the details aren't clearly visible. The director is wearing a suit and glasses. He shows no emotions towards the whole set. Which perhaps gave you an idea that he's probably stict and scary.

Beside him is a man simply wearing a shirt with a design and text "I'm Going To Capture Your Heart". He's also holding a camera. So, it concludes that he would be the photographer of the event.

You became stiif. With all the nervousness and mixed feelings. You don't know what to do. You've NEVER been into modeling nor have you been to photoshoots and its not like you ever dreamt or wish for it.

'Help here?' you thought to yourself. No one seems to understand that you're an alien to this kind of stuff because they seem like waiting for you to move. You can't supress the words in your thoughts so you bursted.

"Uhmm.." you cleared your throat. "I know you are actually expecting big from me today. WIth all the magic Bannie did as he waved his wand, but  honestly, I seriously don't know what to do. I didn't know this was going to happen and I didn't expect this to happen because Unni told me that my workshop will start two days from now. A while ago, I was just sleeping and woken up from dream land because of a car's horn. I really want to reach the expectations you want but-"

You are interupted.

"This photoshoot will not end if you won't get rid of your speech." the director said. Unni smiled like she is about to laugh. Your hand are sweating already. You feel a drop of sweat by your temples and you don't want to wipe it off because the make-up will probably leave as well.

Normally, when you get mixed emotions and you start to talk, its never ending until someone will stop you. Its probably your way to relieve you from your troublesome emotions.

You were embarassed as you realized what you have done was shameful. Good thing you talked fast. Your cheeks became hot as you realize what you did. You bowed down your head. "Mianhe."

You look up and saw Bonnie by the corner, smiling. And mouthed the wrods "BE YOURSELF" .

 It made you smile.

On the opposite corner, you saw Unni talk to the director as if calming or explaining something. You feel like you wanna cry or worse, tears are about to fall to your cheeks, But you know you musn't. You must hold back. By then, the photographer approached you.

"I'm sorry. Chongmal mianhe." you started as you expect him to be angry or scold you or what. "I understand." you were taken aback by his sudden reply. Mabye because you didn't expect it coming.