My Fucking Mixed Up Love Triangle

Catching Feelings

We were currently eating pizza at Anthony's when Derek asks about Ethan."Are you sure that today was the first day you met Ethan"Derek asks looking at me suspiciously "yea why do you ask "

"He looks at you like he's known you forever ,like he really likes you" Derek says finishing his pizza ."well you don't have to worry about that we agreed to forget anything ever happened " I said wiping my hands on a napkin

"No I didn't agree to anything "Ethan says looking at me ."what the hell are you doing here" I said ."I need to talk to you " Ethan says  ."I don't have anything else to say to you I told you I wanted it to be as if nothing ever happen " I said getting angry all over again

"And I told you that's not what I want " Ethan said taking a few steps closer to me crouching down so we were eye level ."Ten minutes is all I'm asking for " he says while giving me a warm smile

"Five minutes" I said while getting up from the table. Ethan lead me into the parking lot while pulling his keys out of his pocket and unlocking his truck and gets in .I climb into the passenger seat when Ethan begins to talk "Im so sorry Kayla if I knew you were a freshman I never wouldnt have said I would buy you lunch"

"Wow thanks ,this conversation is over " I said while trying to unlock the door"." I wasn't saying it in a rude way I just ment I would have said breakfast instead of lunch" he said while smiling at me ."Why breakfast instead of lunch " I asked curiously. "there's a reason you didn't see me at lunch , were in different grades so we have different lunch times " he said looking a little weary

"What's wrong" I asked sincerely concerned ."Kayla I don't know what it is but I feel very drawn to you" Ethan says staring at me with lust filled eyes."You don't even know me " I said shyly."Your not giving me a chance to , you keep pushing me away" Ethan say looking sad 

"That's usually what you do when you want to avoid getting hurt Ethan"."Kayla I would never hurt you "."Ill believe it when I see it i say while unlocking the door"."I have genuine feelings for you Kayla and I'm gonna make you feel what I'm feeling "Ethan says while starting his truck.

I walk back into Anthony's to see Kylie and Derek getting up to walk over to me."Hey are you ok "Kylie asks "Yea im fine I said heading back outside to get into the car.We all piled into the car riding in silence as the driver dropped Kylie and Derek off

I unlocked the door to my house to find it was once again empty .I walked upstairs to my room .As soon as I got upstairs I went into the bathroom to take a shower .I stayed in the shower washin my face and body thinking about the days events .

I hopped out the shower and put on some pajama bottoms and a tank top and I got into the bed laying awake thinking about him .Thinking about Ethan.