My Fucking Mixed Up Love Triangle

Falling In Love

"Yea sure" I say walking to the couch and grabbing a blanket and wrapping it around myself and heading to the front porch . We sat down on the bench that was on the far end of the porch ."So what do you want "I said

"Kayla I'm tired of fighting "Ethan says with red eyes "Yea I'm tired to so lets just act like this week never happened "I said getting up. Please I can't do this anymore the back and forth I'm tired , Kayla I'm tired "Ethan say putting his head in his hands and crying.

I couldn't stop the tears that were coming from my eyes .I sat down next to Ethan and pulled his head out of his hands so he was looking at me ."Ethan I'm so sorry" I said hugging him and tangling my hand his hair .

"Why are you sorry , I acted like a asshole  this whole week "Ethan said into my shoulder ."Your not an asshole" I said. Ethan got up from the bench and began to walk down the porch stairs to his car "I see why you don't want t be with me Kayla" Ethan said almost to his car. "Ethan if you leave that because of you because I know what I want , well I'm trying to figure that out but if you walk away your making that choice for me "I said walking toward him .

"I don't understand anything anymore , its like after we met on Monday everythings been so mixed up , I can't stop thinking about you "Ethan says walking up to me and kissing me

we pulled away at the same time but never breaking eye contact ."I don't understand whats happening either "I said turning around to see my sister pulling up .I kissed Ethan again "Let the games began "I said walking over to her car ."Well hello Hazel" I said opening her door .

"Hey did u make the team "  Hazel said looking at Ethan ."Yea I did "I said walking back up the stairs with Hazel and Ethan following "And who is this " Hazel said walking into the kitchen ."This is Ethan, Ethan this is Hazel my sister " I said sitting on a stool at the counter.

"And Ethan is" Hazel said shaking his hand .I dont know yet were figuring that out , Hazel why dont you spare me the anticipation and tell me why your here ."Ok just hold your horses I was hoping to tell you privately" Hazel said looking at Ethan

Ethan started to get up but I pushed him back down "Anything you need to say you can say in front of him "I said ."ok well lets go to the dining room I brought food" Hazel said ."Well I'm not hungry just tell me already" I said .

"Fine , Kayla I moved out " Hazel said

looking away from me ."You moved out , what do you mean you moved out .Your just gonna leave me here by myself"I said getting angry .Kayla I didn't have a child its not my responsibility to look after you , when do I get to live my life , "Hazel said .

"Your so fucking selfish your just like her"I spat ."Just like who " Hazel asked annoyed "."Just like mom" I said ."So thats where you've been this whole time" I asked walked toward her ."No I was taking care of something " Hazel said looking away from me

"Your hiding something tell me " I said .Im not hiding anything "Hazel said." You fucking liar" I yelled "Dammit Kayla I was looking for dad " Hazel said.   screaming."Why are you looking for him " I said . He left after you were born Kayla"

"I know I remember the night he left " I said siting back on the stool. I remember him trying to take you with him , how I wanted to go too but he said that there was only time to take one but mom walked in and saw what he was doing and he left "

"How can you remember that you were four Kayla " Hazel said .How could I not remember Hazel ."It was the day that my father said he didn't want me " I said

"Hazel I think its time for you to go" I said wiping my tears away. I think she got that

I had , had enough for tonight because she picked up her stuff and headed towards the door . "Bye Kayla " Hazel said "When everything's done I hope it was worth losing a sister" I said closing and locking the door. I couldn't hold it back anymore I collapsed on the floor and cryed .

I felt Ethan pick me up and take me up the stairs and place me in the bed . I heard the sound of shoes fall to the floor and Ethan get in behind me "Im so sorry that this happened "Ethan said wrapping his arm around me .

"Im used to it , hell she stayed longer than I thought" I said ."Ethan she's right it isn't her job to raise me how, I'm growing up now is how she grew up , mom did her like she's doing me .Leaving me with just anybody but now look now I have nobody"I said crying

"You do have somebody , you have all your friends Kayla and you have me " Ethan says kissing my forehead. " friends are just people who haven't screwed you over yet " I said laying my head on his chest "well you have me Kayla .Kayla you will always have me "Ethan said

"Hey go to sleep and tomorrow will be better "Ethan said "Promise me you'll stay" I said looking at Ethan "I promise" Ethan said

That was the night that I knew I was in love with Ethan .