I want someone.
Someone to hold my hand and skip with.
Someone who will laugh their ass off with me.
Someone who will wrap their arms around me from behind and look over my shoulder at whoever I'm talking to, and join in on the conversation casually.
Someone I can pounce on and hug to death when I'm really excited or haven't seen them in a while.
Someone who I can share secret smiles and giggly looks with across the room.
Someone whose presence can calm me down when I'm feeling overwhelmed, and make me more energetic when I'm feeling uninterested and bored.
Someone who can be my other half, who I'm known as always being with.
Someone I can jokingly flirt with.
Someone to sing, "I love you too!" to when they get frustrated with me.
Someone who will be so used to my house that they call it home and become part of the family.
Someone who can have long serious discussions and philosophical chats with me.
Someone who can have crazy genuinely ponderous discussions with me about gross things that weird everyone out.
Someone to be so affectionate with that we'll make others question what our relationship really is.
Someone to show off to everyone else.
Someone that I'm proud of.
Someone to share a grey area with and be comfortable there together.
Why can't I find someone like that?