I feel lonely today. It's been quiet and my brother has kept to himself. For awhile it's peaceful and kinda nice to be alone. Then the isolation sets in.
I begin to realize that no one has texted me, and I'm too scared to text them because I don't want to be annoying.
I notice that my brother has kept his door shut and is probably playing a game online with his friends, perfectly content and keeping me out.
My parents are gone for the day and the house is completely quiet. Music keeps that away for a bit, but soon I become technologically exhausted, and I want to turn everything off. Though what would I do then?
I guess I just keep the music on for longer, and search for sadder and sadder songs. Feeling different emotions keeps me from becoming detached and apathetic.
I just want to sit next to someone and talk about something stupid, holding their hand and feeling completely at ease.
This is only normal. Everyone gets lonely, I'm sure. I'm just more whiny.
