Meant to be?

4. Campus Chase

Harry Edward Styles

I knew I've messed up big time.

I just blew a fan off. I just flipped her off and hell, I've never felt this guilty before. Not even when I purposely spilled my tea in Niall's trousers.

I didn't know what came over me. She, I guess, hit the wrong buttons, on my very wrong day.

When I woke up earlier my head felt like it was about to explode. I guess the drinks yesterday really did get me. Then Louis surprised us by saying Ianne was now his girlfriend and that probably trigger more my now hammerhead headache.

Yes, Louis and Ianne were now a thing. I didn't know how the directioners community will react to it but I'm sure as hell it wouldn't be good.

So by then, when Janna woke up. I was on verge, although I tried not to show it.

I tried to be as nice as I could but she was so exceptionally bright and cheerful in the morning and she asked too many questions.

When she questioned me about me, being a womanizer. I was so done. I didn't even know what I was saying anymore and I did, I was angry. Why do people do that? Why do they have those face as if to tell they knew everything about me? They don't! The don't and that's what makes me angry because I knew they have no right to judge me.

But after she was gone and I had calmed down.

I realized how stupid I'd been.

She didn't know anything. She didn't know my frustrations, hell she didn't even know me (personality wise) and for me to yell at her like that was stupidity.

She was my girl (Harry girl) and I knew that me yelling at her would hurt her more than anything and that's why I feel so guilty and so much like a jerk.

I wanted to apologize but I didn't know where she had gone and I don't think she would pick up her phone even if I tried to call her.

Suddenly, their was a banging of the door and,

"Bloody hell, I'm tired" I heard Zayn sighed.

"I'm never coming with you again." groaned a feminine voice, I think it was Jasmine's.

I got out of my room and found Louis, Zayn, Jasmine and Ianne on the sofa, looking tired and sleepy.

"Harry" Louis said. The others looked at me and smiled in greeting, too tired to even utter a word.

"What did you do?" I asked as I sat at the armrest of the couch looking at their pale faces.

"Got out, got mobbed, never coming out again." Zayn summed up as he closed his eyes and rest his head on Louis' shoulders.

"Where's Janna?" Jasmine asked.

I scratched my head awkwardly. I was expecting this. "Yeahhhhh" I stretched the word on purpose.

Jamine and Ianne narrowed their eyes.

Louis looked at me accusingly. "What did you do Harry?"

"Nothing!" I defended myself "I was, okay, we had a fight."

Zayn suddenly opened his eyes. "A fight? You've been together for a few hours and you two have a fight? How come?"

Ianne crossed her arms on her chest glaring at me.

"I," I started to defend but I sighed. I knew it was my fault. "I just need to find her. Do you know where could she be?"

Jasmine narrowed her eyes and I hung my head in shame.