Survivor (Sasuke x reader)

Try

Kyoko

How could I have let myself get vulnerable to him? Why did I let it happen? I know that I still have some feelings for him but its clear that he doesn't and that he used my feelings to his advantage. Am I that readable?

All these thoughts were racing through my mind. It was eating me up. I stopped at a very familiar spot and sat down on a very familiar log.

"Why do my feelings get in the way of everything?" I groaned out loud. "Why can't I just be a potato with no feelings?" I heard a twig snap. I took out my kunai and prepared for a fight.
"Who's there?" I shouted.

"Just someone who is interested in the potato standing in front of him." Sasuke emerged from behind a tree. His cheek was red from where I slapped him. My grip tightened.

"What?" I asked.

"I just wanted to actually speak to you. I won't pull any tricks on you. I wouldn't even want to." he chuckled.

To be honest, that hurt. I liked him and he obviously doesn't reciprocate.

"What about?" I spat.

"Let's catch up. Its been a while. What have I missed?" he sat at a fair distance away on the log.

"Well, Naruto left for training for a year. Sakura is still mad at me. You know, for that stunt we pulled two years ago. Oh, and I'm 17 now. I'm guessing your 18."

"Obviously." his answer irritated me. I made a mad/irritated face. Sasuke started smiling.
"Your just too cute. I missed you beautiful face." he cupped my face with one hand. I got even more mad.
"That's what I mean. Your so cute when you get mad. I almost can't resist." Sasuke pulled my face closer. We were only millimeters apart. We were about to kiss but I pushed him off the log.

"Whatever your doing, you needed to stop." I said with a plain expression. I faced my back towards him and made a 'hmph' noise. I felt sudden warmth. Sasuke was hugging me from behind. He was resting his head on top of mine.

"I truly missed you, Kyo." he whispered. Sasuke gently kissed the top of my head and I allowed it.

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"So, are you on good terms with him or something?" Sakura asked over ramen.

"Sort of." I was sitting next to Sasuke.
Sasuke looked at us with his face stuffed with noodles.

"Hmm?" he had the cutest expression.
Sasuke and I walked home together like the good old days. Sasuke sure has changed. He's taller. He has a more athletic build. Just like Naruto. They're both stronger too.

"You've changed a lot too." he broke the silence. HOW DID HE READ MY MIND? I thought to myself.
"You've gotten taller and your hair is longer. You're a lot stronger too. Not to mention prettier." I elbowed him in the stomach hard.

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I jumped into bed. My secret to sleeping to all of this is looking at my wall. Its kind of stupid but I painted some sheep jumping over a fence. I literally count sheep.