"You believe you've seen the dark? Sweetheart, you are absolutely adorable." I said my voice dark and humorous.
"Darkness is so much more complex. So much more... tempting." I said my tongue darting out, licking my lips.
"It creeps up on you... an...
I stood outside God's temple. The reason I knew it was a temple was that it's written in big bold letters on the building and it was fucking huge.
I heard a flap of wings and Castiel was standing beside me.
"It's amazing, isn't it?" He said with a proud smile.
I shook my head and looked at the ground, a smile spreading across my face. Castiel's smile is quite contagious.
"Yes, I suppose it is. Shall we?" I gestured for him to walk in first.
We entered through the double doors. My jaw was literally on the floor. This place was beyond my imagination. We were standing in a huge lobby. Even though God hadn't been here in a long time, everything was up to date. The newest of the newest. He must have fixed it when he was bored.
I saw a desk with books all around it, it was close to white double doors. That must be where Metatron used to sit.
I strode over the wooden floor over to the double doors. I looked at Castiel.
"I want to go inside alone first if that's okay?" I questioned him with pleading eyes.
"Of course. I understand that you need to collect your thoughts." Castiel smiled.
I beamed a smile back at him.
"I'll be outside of you need anything." I nodded at him.
As I closed the door I leaned my back against it and slowly slid down it. Tears started streaming down my face.
I can't do this.
It is too much.
I know I'm supposed to be able to handle this, but I can't.
I mean I'm freaking God now. How crazy is that, I just want this all to be a dream,
"Can I please wake up now?!" I hiccuped.
I pinched my arm. Nothing.
I'm not dreaming. This is all real.
Oh God, Lucifer. He's really gone, for good. The tears ran faster down my face.
"I'm sorry for just ignoring it all, Lucifer. I miss you. I just want you here with me again." I whispered out loud to no one in particular.
I'm so sick of crying!
How am I supposed to do anything when I cry all the time? Get your shit together Ava.
This is no time to feel sorry for yourself.
It happened, get over it.
Castiel's POV
As I turned from the door I heard a thud. I quickly turned around only to hear quiet sobbing from inside the room.
Ava... This must be a lot for her to handle.
Everything that has happened to her. She went from a human to a demon, to angel-demon, to a fractured soul, to The world's protector...
I knew that if I were in her shoes I wouldn't do it as well.
I mean I was "God" for a little while, but we all know how that went.
I need to help her somehow...
I can't comfort her, because I'm not that kind of angel...
Dean. Dean could do it.
They seemed to be close. If I get him here he can make it all better.
I decided to teleport or fly as one may say to the bunker.
"Dean!" I yelled. Nothing. Let's check his room then. I teleported to his room only to find him on top of a woman, kissing.
"Dean," I said calmly.
"What the hell Cas?!" He said trying to cover up.
"This is no time to have sexual intercourse. Ava needs you." His head perked a bit when I mentioned Ava's name.
"You have a girlfriend!" The woman under him shrieked.
She crawled out from underneath him and collected her clothes.
She was almost out the door when she turned around and said: "I almost forgot something." By the look on her face, it wasn't good. She walked over to Dean and slapped him. Then she walked out.
"Thanks for the cock-block, Cas." He said giving me a look.
"I haven't blocked any rooster?" I told him and slightly leaned my head to the side with a confused look on my face.
He lifted his hand and slowly massages his temple with a sigh.
"What's going on with Ava?" He asked.
"It is better if I just show you." I lifted two fingers and tapped him on the forehead.
We were now in the lobby.
"Where are we? Taylor Lautner's house?" He laughed at his own joke.
I didn't quite understand it though.
"It's quiet. Too quiet." I said a bit on edge. I quickly strode over the floor with Dean hot on my heels.
"She was crying and I didn't know what to do and I thought you might know," I told Dean.
He nodded understandingly.
"I believe you might be able to talk to her." Dean looked at me understandingly.
I stepped aside so he could walk through the doos.
End of chapter 36
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