Fractured Souls

People Keep Dying

Dean's POV

I twisted the key and heard the engine die down. I can't believe it. She's gone... 

I opened the car door and slammed it shut. I felt anger and frustration rile themselves up inside me. It felt like I was going to explode any second.

I opened the door to the bunker. I heard Sam trail behind me. I walked into the "living room". It was like I could hear her. Her laughter, her footsteps running around. All these memories flashed before my eyes. I could see her dancing and smiling with Cas. Me and Sam looking jealous, but laughing either way. She saved us all. Sam, Cas and I even Lucifer.

I leaned on one of the chairs. 

My back facing Sam and barely above a whisper, I told him; "It's been a long day Sammy. Go to bed." I said it completely emotionless and that's how I felt. I felt drained of all the emotions that existed in me. It was like when dad died all over again. 

"Dean, it's going to be okay," Sam said in his normally soft voice. 

My hands were holding the chair so hard that my knuckles turned white.

At that moment I snapped. I lifted the chair I was holding onto for dear life and smashed it into the wall, it broke into a million pieces right beside Sam's head. 

"IT'S NOT GOING TO BE OKAY! SHE'S GONE! SHE'S DEAD!" I roared. 

"Just like everyone else in my life! Everyone we care about dies, and there's nothing we can do about it..." My voice grew lower as I got out all the emotions that had piled up inside me.

Sam looked shocked but at the same time not at all. I was shaking in anger. It's all my fault. I could see a hint of anger come upon Sam's face. 

"I lost her too Dean! I lost everyone alongside you. I'm handling it, but you obviously aren't!" He yelled at me. 

I couldn't look at him, because he was right. I wasn't handling it at all. In fact, this has to be the first time I snapped like this in front of Sam. 

Ava is... was special too, even if I'd like to admit it or not.

I didn't react like this when dad died. I was angry and I took it out on the Impala, but I've never let Sam see me that way. Ava... She got under my skin. She was different.

I believe her when she told us that everything she said and did wasn't fake. I could see it in her eyes. She really meant everything. She may be a demon and an angel. She's friends with Crowley, but so was I. And for some reason she being soulmates with Lucifer doesn't bother me. It should, but it doesn't. It's out of my hands.

"Dean..." Sam walked over to me and hugged me. 

I knew that was exactly what I needed. I hugged him tightly. My stupid little brother. I love you even though I don't say it. I know that you know. 

"Thanks, brother," I mumbled.

"We'll get through this, okay," Sam whispered. I felt one single tear slip from my eye. 

Please, Ava... You can't be gone... I can't have lost you too.

Ava's POV

Where am I? What happened? I tried to move, but my whole body was aching. Holy shit... I felt a sudden headache and all the memories came flashing back.

After the Winchesters left. Amara and I had a power standoff. I let everything I had into that blow. Suddenly a light came everywhere. I heard a loud scream, but I didn't know if it was mine or hers. Then I woke up here.

Wherever here is. Since I couldn't move I tried to look around. I managed to turn my head a little bit. It looked like a nuclear bomb went off. The trees were all torn from their roots. I could see some planks here and there. I must still be in the church. Or what's left of it.

Sooo... what now. I couldn't move so I couldn't call anyone. This is it, I'm going to die here, alone. Ironic isn't it? I've lived my entire life alone, only seems fitting that I finish it alone too. I wish I got to say goodbye to people, though. Sam, Dean, Cas, Lucifer, Link. Wait... Link. That's it! I can call for Link! 

"Link..." It came out really hoarse and barely above a whisper, but suddenly I heard the sound of panting beside me. 

"Link..." I smiled and felt a lick on my face. 

"Help me up on your back." He laid down on all four and I used all I had to crawl on his back.

I hope that bitch is as hurt as I am and something in me says that she is. 

"Please Link take me to the bunker." My voice was full of pain and I think he noticed that because he whimpered. 

"It's okay, Link. I'll be fine. Just take me to the Winchester." He howled and started sprinting through the woods. 

My last thought before I passed out again was: 'Everyone, please be alive...'

End of chapter 19

Sorry for the short chapter, but I'll try to update again soon. Love you, guys.

See Y'all later

~Eldriel