My superstar boyfriend
(QUEN'S POV)
Nagtitigan kaming dalawa ng bigla na lang niya kong sinampal ng malakas. "Ang lakas pa ng luob mong pumunta dito!! O baka naman nandito ka to pick up your ring so that you can give it to Julia!!" Galit niyang sabe. Sabay kinuha niya yung engagement ring and then she shoved it in my chest. "Ayan!! I hope the two of you can be happy in hell!!" Duktong niya. Is isasara na sana niya yung pintuan.Pinigilan ko siya na Mara yung pintuan. Sabay pumasok ako sa luob at ako na mismo ang nag lock ng pintuan. "that's not true!! I came here to talk!! O baka naman talagang you want to get rid of me so that you can be with your ultimate crush!! Tang-Ina Tiffany!! you don't know what the hell I have been through!! Tapos ikaw nakikipag landian ka sa iba!!" Galit na din ako. I can't help it I'm so jealous about what I saw kanina.
Sinampal niya ko ng paulit-ulit. Hindi ko napansin na umiiyak na pala siya. And it breaks my heart to see her like this. "Ang kapal ng muka mo!! Para husgahan ako!! Because we both know na Hindi ako marunong makipag landian!! And what hell are you even talking about? If I know you are in paradise with Julia!! Kaya sa ating dalawa ako ang nasa HELL!!" Sabi niya habang tumutuo ang luha niya. "Yes! Nakita ko kayong nag hahalikan! At mukang kakatapos lang ninyong maglaro ng bahay-bahayan!" Every word she said I can feel how much she's hurting.
Hinawakan ko yung magkabilang braso niya. And then I look at her straight in the eyes "No! you got it all wrong! she was the one who kissed me. I'm about to take a shower nung dumatimg si Julia. she come to me and confess that she Love me. Lasing siya ng mga panahon na yon. I rejected her and then all of a sudden she kissed me out of nowhere!" Paliwanag ko.
Tinulak niya ko palayo. "H-How can I even trust y-you? and b-believe you? Sana yung nanyare yon you could have c-come to me right away and e-explain it to me. B-Baka saka-sakale manilawa p-pa ko. But it comes d-days and -weeks na WALA kong narinig SAYO!!" Hagul-gul niyang sabe.
Sinubukan ko siyang lapitan. But she's moving backwards every time I move forward. I'm like a person that have a terrible disease na ayaw niyang lapitan. "I tried to call you so anytime. Pero Hindi ka sumasagot. Sinubukan kong tawagan si Miles but she's not picking up either." Mahinahon kong sabe. I don't want her to get mad at me anymore.
"Don't give me that bullshit Quen!! You could have come to me personally!! But you keep me hanging for 3 goddamn weeks!! Kaya Hindi mo ko maaaring sumbatan!" Sigaw niya.
"I'm sorry ok! As much as I want to come here Hindi maaari. The management didn't let me leave. Hawak nila ko sa leeg. Ayon talaga yung nanyare you have to believe me baby ko. I swear to God I'm telling the truth" pag mamakaaw ko. She have to believe me Hindi ko kakayanin kong Hindi kame mag kaayos.
"W-Whether you are telling the truth or not. Hang g-gang ganito nalang ba ang magiging r-relationship natin? Every time s-something bad happened I'm the last p-person you know? N-Nakakapagod na Quen." Malungkot niyang sabe. She looks so helpless.
"What else do you want from me!? Ano pabang gusto mong gawin ko so that you can just forgive me? Tell me gagawin ko." Maluha-luha kong sabe. Probably this is the most ugliest argument we have so far. And It scares me Everything time we argue.
And the next thing she said was the thing that I'm trying so hard to avoid "I d-don't! But I think the best thing we should do is to s-stop this relationship h-habang maaga pa." Sabe niya.
Para kong sinaksak. Is she breaking up with me? No!! I'm just hearing things. "What do you mean?" Sabe ko habang nag lalakad palapit sa kanya.
She look at me. Her eyes is red and swallen from all those crying. She looks so crash and hurt. "Ma-Maghiwalay n-na tayo." She said.