You've made your mark on me (Snowbarry)

When you cant keep secrets

Caitlin followed Barry into his apartment it wasn't what she expected but then again neither was Barry his apartment was neat and tidy every thing was in its place and the walls where white with pictures on there was a gray sofa and chair in the living room along with a tv a black coffee table and book shelfs with DVDs on Caitlin looked around a bit more then barrys voice caught her attention.

"I will go get you a t-shirt or something to sleep in" Barry announced walking into his bedroom

Caitlin nodded then sat down on the sofa just trying to take everything in.

Barry walked back into the living room with some clothes and a dressing gown. "here you go you can get changed when ever" Barry said handing her the clothes Caitlin put them to one side "thanks" Caitlin said

"its ok would you like anything to eat or drink?" Barry asked

"can I just have some water?" Caitlin replied Barry nodded and headed into the kitchen then emerged less then a minuet later with two bottles of water he slumped down next to Caitlin who was playing with the hem of her t-shirt and biting her lip.

"so do you want to watch a movie or just talk or we could play a bored game or-" Barry suggested Caitlin cut him off.

"you choose" she said quietly

"ok lets talk" Barry beamed

"sure lets play 21 questions about each other you can start" Caitlin stated

"ok #1 what's your full name?" Barry questioned

"Caitlin Elizabeth Snow" she responded

"that's a beautiful name #2 what's your biggest fear?"

Caitlin thought about it for a moment "ok your not aloud to judge me i have only told my parents and a lawyer this before and that was 10 years ago you can't tell anyone promise?" Caitlin asked

"I promise" Barry agreed

A tear rolled down her cheek and before she realised it was there Barry was whipping it away and she was wrapped up in his arms.

"i don't need to know if you don't want to tell me yet I'm not going to make you we all have ghosts in are pasts that we would rather not let haunt us" Barry stated with his arms still wrapped around her they both didn't want him to let go so he didn't.

"I promised my 12 year old self I would tell you, my soul mate if i ever met him" Caitlin said calmly

"ok but you don't have to you know I promise to not make you do any thing if you don't want to even if it takes us 10 years to kiss I won't force you to do or say anything I swear" Barry promised

"thank you but Im doing this for me... When I was 12 I was...raped my dads friend from the pub we thought we could trust him but one day he took me to his house because he said he had left something there then it happened I didn't tell anyone for 5 weeks I was too ashamed but a neighbour most of herd me crying that day because they finally reported it to the police I was never going to say anything to anyone I would of kept it a secrete when I had trouble trusting people... So that's me fear trusting people mainly men but for some reason I trust you" Caitlin admitted quietly

No body moved not even a little bit no one said a word Caitlin could not see his facial expression but she bet he was shocked Caitlin wanted to say something but she couldn't because she would burst out crying then Barry made a move it was a small move but hardly noticeable he tightened his grip on her Caitlin felt safe in Barrys arms.

She could feel there hearts beating faster she placed her hand over barrys and looked up at him "I'm ok" she whispered.

"I'm so sorry about what happened if I..." Caitlin cut him off