You've made your mark on me (Snowbarry)

I will love you no matter what

Caitlin woke up in a panic her heart beating at a million miles an hour wich ment barrys was to.

Barry shot up and slowly pulled her body against his and she automatically buried her face in the crook of his neck.

"Your safe" barry whispered over and over to make sure she knew slowly her sobs died down "im sorry" she whispered

Barry held her tighter "you never have to feel sorry about a nightmare we all get them"

Caitlin shook her head "yeah but I get them at least once every 2 weeks"

Barry strocked her hair "but cait I don't mind it's not your fault it's my job to be there for you as your husband and I love you no matter how many times you wake up crying"

"You are a really good husband but I'm a really bad wife and soulmate I mean we can feel each others emotions you shouldn't have to feel my fear" she sobbed.

"Cait... I promise you that you waking me up dosent bother me If anything I'm worried about these dreams you've been having you should talk to some one" barry suggested

Caitlin shook her head "No. No more therapists"

"then talk to me you can tell me anything and you can trust me" caitlin shook her head "no I can't do that to you" she said pulling away from him.

"Cait... please I love you and I want you to be happy and these nightmares are making you the opposite you don't have to tell me everything and you don't have to tell me now but... you need to let me In"

More tears rolled down caitlin's cheeks and he pulled her back into his arms "what happened In your dream?"

"I was running... away from... you know and i was scared it was dark I was alone on the street as I ran then..." caitlin took a shaky breath in as more tears streamed down her face Barry whiped away "I...I bumped into him... and then he took me... and he beat me that's when you woke me up" barry could feel her emotions she was terrified she cried and cried leaving tears on his shirt.

He held her tight against him "Its ok it's ok" Barry assured her while running her arm

"Can I ask you something?" He asked

She nodded "when you were with ronnie what did he do about the nightmares?" Barry questioned

Caitlin shook her head "he didn't know about them whenever I had one I would leave the room so I could cry in peace ronnie was a really heavy sleeper so he never woke up" She exsplained.

"I have a idea" he stated then climed off thr bed and headed towards his set off draws and pulled out two candles caitlin's eyebrows knitted together as she watched him light them and place them on the bed side tables either side of them.

"These will make the nightmares go away" barry beamed

"I'm not a child barry"

"I know but it's worth a try. Do you trust me?"

Caitlin nodded "always" she replied barry tucked her under his arm and they laid back down.

"Try to get some sleep we have alot to do tomorrow" barry breathed

Caitlin had gotten the job as CSI so tomorrow she was quiting her job at STAR labs.

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It was now 7 in the morning and they weren't talking caitlin had been quite all morning barry knew something was wrong she would bearly make eye contact with him.

Caitlin left to go put her bowl in the kitchen but dropped it and it smashed barry shot up and ran to her she was stood there frozen just staring at the floor where the bowl was in pieces.

The sight broke barry inside he could feel his heart beating out of his chest he knew caitlin was coursing it.

"Cait..." barry whispered her name like it was the most important thing that anyone had ever said.

He held both of her hands to stop them from shaking "whats wrong?"

"Nothing" caitlin replied Barry pulled her against his chest then placed her hand over his heart "this isn't nothing"

Caitlin shook her head "I just...I feel like your stuck with me, with ronnie he could leave whenever he wanted but you... your stuck with me forever"

Barry hugged her tighter "I'm more then happy to be stuck with you and I  never want to leave you ever"