The Bucket List (Kellic)

11. Cancellation

-Three weeks later-

"Vic." I whined, falling onto his lap while he sat on my couch. 

"You just jumped on my dick." He groans. 

"Oh my god, I'm sorry." I giggle, putting my hands over my face to cover the small blush that crept onto my face. 

"You better." He mumbles, running his fingers lightly across my stomach. I hum and close my eyes, letting myself relax.

Since I've started chemo again, I've been extremely drained. Well, and that I woke up maybe twenty minutes ago. I go two times a week and Vic goes to one a week with my mom and I. It's really hard on my mom because she can't go into work once a week. We made it where I go once in the morning and once in the evening. 

Vic has to go to school but by the looks of the snow outside, it's going to be cancelled. So we're watching the news with my mom to see. 

Vic hasn't even changed out of the clothes he slept in. Though, he did put a shirt on. It would be awkward if he didn't.

"You boys are so weird. How have I put up with you two for two months?" My mom asks. I laugh and remove my hands from my face when I heard a little meow come from the floor. I roll over and grab October from the floor and place her on my stomach.

I finally don't have to bottle feed her anymore. She started eating actually food a couple days ago. She's still kind of small though. 

"Hi baby." I coo at the kitten, gently petting her. Just then, Vic let out a sigh of relief. 

"We're going back to bed, babe." He says, picking me up and walking back to my room. So I'm guessing they have off today.

"Keep the door open!" My mom shouts at us.

"You're no fun!" Vic shouts back, causing me to smack him.

"You're terrible." I laugh into his shoulder.

"I know." He states.

"That's not a good thing." I giggle. He scoffs and tosses me onto the bed. Unfortunately, I bounced too much and fell off. I let out a screech and land on the floor with a thud, feeling my breath escape from my lungs.

"Oh my god! Are you okay?" Vic asks, trying to hold back his laughter but failing. 

"Karma's a bitch, am I right?" I say from the floor, trying to catch my breath.

"No, seriously. Are you alright?" Vic asks, looking concerned. "You're breathing really heavily."

"Can- can you just help me up?" I ask him, not having the energy to do so by myself.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." Vic says sadly, picking me up off the ground. 

"No, you didn't hurt me. I just can't catch my breath." I tell him, letting myself fall onto my bed.

"I'm still sorry." He says, climbing into bed and laying beside me. 

"It's alright." I say exasperatedly, scooting over to I'm closer to him. 

"Are you sure?" He asks, interlocking his fingers with mine. 

"Positive." I tell him, pecking his lips. He breathes out and pulls me slightly closer to him. 

"You know, I love it when you don't wear a hat. It let's me see the real Kellin and not the Kellin that's trying to hide something from the world." He tells me.

"Really?" I ask, feeling slightly insecure. Ever since I shaved the rest of my hair off, I always wear a hat, no matter what. I think I look like an idiot with no hair so I try to hide it.